As Long As You Love Me I'll Recover - Justin Bieber Fan Fiction - Book 1

Prologue: Where Are You Now?

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Prologue: Where Are You Now?

Where are you now

When I need you the most?

Why don’t you take my hand?

I want to be close.

Help me when I am down

Lift me up off the ground

Teach me right from wrong

Help me to stay strong.

“I’m never going to meet him!” I threw my notebook across the room.

“Fuck this!” I shouted to myself.

I slumped back onto my bed and put my headphones in my ear. I turned the volume up and blasted Justin Bieber’s Be Alright. The only song that can calm me down yet he’s the one I’m angry about. I searched for tickets to see him in a few months, but I just can’t come up with the money. My parent aren’t rich and even with all of us in the house having a job it’s still not enough for crazy expenses like a concert or meet and greet tickets. I wish it was enough, but it’s not. If only I could tell my parents that Justin Bieber’s the reason I’m alive. If only I could tell them my secret. I think if they knew my secret then they would do anything they could so I could see him. I don’t even care if I meet him in person, of course I want to, but I don’t have to. All I care about is going to a concert; hearing his beautiful voice play the songs that have saved me over and over again. That’s all I really care about.

Mom walked into the room after hearing me shout and sat at the edge of my bed, “You calculated it didn’t you?”

I nodded and took my headphones out of my ears, “Isn’t there any way?”

She shook her head, “I’m so sorry Melanie, but we just can’t afford it. You don’t have the extra cash and neither do we. Maybe another year when we can save up more.”

“Yeah,” I sighed.

“I’m sorry, I love you honey.”

“I love you too mom.”

“I’ll be watching TV with your father.”

“Okay.”

Mom went back out the door leaving me alone. I love my parents and I love my sister to death, but why do I feel so depressed right now? My family is still intact, I get good grades at school, and I have a group of friends I love. I have no reason to be depressed yet still I am. None of it makes any sense, but all I can think about now is Justin. People call me crazy, but I like to think of myself as just another belieber. He has millions of them so maybe I’m not that special to him, but he’s special to me. He’s my everything; my world. It sounds stupid to revolve my life around a celebrity, but it’s too late. I’ve fallen for someone who doesn’t know I exist. I sighed for the millionth time today and sprawled across my bed. I put the headphones back in my ears and played Be Alright over again. I hummed the words and drifted off into dream land where I’m sure I’d be able to see Justin.

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