Enthral Azure

Chapter 21

The music was blaring, and red cups were flying. Jenny's house was crazy.

It was so hot, but I danced anyway. And, let me just remind you, im not a dancer.

Ivan's hands were on my hips as we swayed to the music. Our bodies were sweaty and clammy. I run my fingers through his hair as we swayed.

The house was rambunctious with the music on full blast. But I kept on dancing, and let go of Ivan as I spread my arms out and twirled in a circle, yelling at the top of my lungs. I laughed and looked at Ivan who was smirking.

I whirled a finger at him seductively indicating he should follow me. His eyes followed and I walked away, shoving into drunken hormonal teenagers. I turned away slightly to see him following me, his gaze strong. I caught hold of his hand and took him up the steps to one of the bedrooms.

I wasn't all that drunk.

Teens were coming down the steps, all high and dazed. Ivan followed as I creaked open the door to find it occupied. Two coupled teens making out.

My eyes were wide to find Lisa and Andrew. I quickly shut the door.

I turned to Ivan, "Okay..."

He grinned, "I guess all the rooms are taken?"

I nodded and bit my lip. Awkward moment.

"Guess we'd have to settle for the bathroom." I grinned.

He beamed as I took his arm towards the bathroom.

The bathroom was huge; I guess we'd have to settle for it.

After I shut the door, Ivan immediately has his hands on my hips and brought me close against me. I tugged at his shirt and brought him closer, and started to kiss him hard. His lips were warm. Just like our other kisses, I didn't feel anything. No passion. Just lust and eagerness. His tongue swirled in, and I trailed my palms down his hard chest to the hem of his shirt and took it off.

He chuckled and lifts me up and plopped me on top of the sink counter. My legs sightly wide over his waist. I arched my back as he kissed my neck, sucking onto it. I inched up slightly so he could take off the hem of my mini dress, inching it up shorter. Once he took it off, he looked at me.

His eyes were full of desire as he gazed over my body which I was now in my strapless bra and panties. I couldn't help feeling the adrenaline of the beating of my heart. Did I want this? Part of me did, but that's just because so I could forget about Aaron. Oh, god. I swallowed, and guilty pang took over me. My breath caught, and suddenly all these thoughts and feelings came rushing back to me. My heart lurched and I jumped off the sink counter, grabbing my black dress and putting it on. It was hard enough in these stupid heels.

Ivan looked at me questionly, "What's wrong?" he asked, disappointed.

"I can't do this." I said quickly, ignoring the hurt on his face. "We can't do this."

He raised his eyebrows. "So, you can suck my dick but not fuck me?" An amused smile played on his lips.

I adjusted the hem of my dress and faced him. "I'm not ready," I lied.

"You're a virgin." He declared.

I mentally face palmed, and my face turned red at the memory of Aaron, and my first time with him. "No, it's not that."

"Then what?" he asked playfully. I turned to face the door and opened it but strong hands pulled me back on my hips.

"C'mon, let's have some fun cutie." Ivan's hot breath whispered, the smell of alcohol reeking.

I rolled my eyes, "Let go." I said through gritted teeth. He let me go and sighed.

"Okay," He says, with a hint of hurt.

I opened the door and walked away, hormonal teenagers bumping into me. One month ago, I would've cringed at the thought of partying, but now it seemed so natural.

I went into the kitchen, cups strewn all over the counter. Bags of chips crunch on my heels as I walk towards where the drinks are, sighing as I pour myself a cup of drink.

I gulp down the bitter taste of alcohol. This was probably my 4th drink, but I wasn't a bit drunk. Jenny treaded toward me and scowled.

"Having fun?" She asked, her eyebrows scrunching together. "Well, I'm not. Wait till my parents see this." She grumbled, her hands gesturing the whole house.

I snorted, "What do you expect?"

"Not this." She sighed.

I walked away from her, swallowing the last bit of liquid from my drink. The music was raging, and guys from school were playing ping pong. Some girls were dazed in the corner laughing. Guys were roaring and bringing their cups into the air, their faces red.

The house was chaotic, and annoying. I can't stand the stuffy heat any longer.

What am I doing here anyway? My thoughts betrayed me, and I decided to do something beyond crazy. I needed to see Aaron. And fast. Because, after all, I at least need to see him and talk to him. I mean, what the hell have I done? Why was I doing this? I needed a ride, though. But, who?

I looked around the party and saw Brad. He had a crush on me since Middle Grade, and he drives. So surely he'll ride me to Aaron's place? I haven't been to Aaron's house before, but I know where it is. Thanks to Lisa's stalking skills.

I stride toward Brad who looks startled when he sees me. "H-Hey Lucy," he stutters, his mouth agape.

I put on a tight smile, "Hey, Brad. Wanna give me a ride?"

He jumps up, his face pink. "Yes, Her highness." He blurts out, and then gulps. "I mean, Lucy. Yeah, sure."

I blink, clearly regretting this already. "Okay, lead the way." I say. When I follow him to the front he steals glances at me and smiles, I mentally roll my eyes.