Don't take my memories~Drier

Chapter Twenty Six-Like Militia Of The Lost...

Kier's PoV
    "I lose everyone Kier" the young blonde boy mumbled helplessly, his eyes bleeding in sadness and pain as he hazarded a momentary gaze at me, revealing tears in his irises. He looked so upset all the time, and tonight was no exception; he had never known love and now that he was faced directly with it, he didn't know what to think, and he had no one to turn to for advice. The whole situation was sure to confuse him, as much else in this life surely did. Love was a thing he had never known within the stuffy confines of the hospital and the new feeling left him uncertain of everything, whilst his experiences left him uncertain as to who he could trust right now, if anyone. His knowledge of the hospital and it's people were dire and the only knowledge of the people who had claimed to love him was that they had abandoned him long ago, never to return again. It was no surprise he was conflicted.

My hearty bled. For a minute I had no idea what to say. Comforting people had never been my strong point, but with Drew, the whole ordeal was ten times harder. With others there was always sone thing I could do or say to convince them everything would be alright and that life would figure itself out for them eventually, but with Drew, those would be empty promises and we'd both know it. He was different from the others, and his life was so wild and full of random twists and turns that it was impossible to promise everything would be all right.

Gulping lightly, at a loss of what to do next, I hesitantly rested my hand on Drew's pale, tear-stained cheek, pulling up his head lightly so that our eyes were locked. The torrent of emotions bleeding from Drew eyes were unreadable. But it wasn't his eyes I was drawn to; it was his lips. His soft, plump, pouting lips.

Uncertain of whether my planned actions would benefit the young patient in any way, focusing only on my own animalistic desires, I slowly shifted my weight forward on my knees and pulled Drew closer, shivering slightly as a sharp intake of breathe tickled my cheeks. I hesitated slightly, unable to read Drew's choked expression, before I slowly closed the space between us and connected our lips gently, brushing my own against Drew's first and pressing them more firmly against the younger boys when he gently licked my own, letting me know such an intrusive touch was okay. My hands instantly went to his soft blonde tufts, stroking soothingly to relax him into our embrace.

The kiss was short but sweet, much more intimate the past few fleeting embraces we had shared. Just the taste of him was enough to make me go insane and make my body tingle as it craved him, confusing me with feelings I hadn't felt since I was a teenager. Something about him just drove me wild. I didn't know exactly what it was, but from the way we had reacted tonight, I had a certain inkling as to what it was. It was wrong, it was strange, yet it made perfect sense. I had never been good in relationships that weren't completely centred around being together all the time, and Drew only had me, and only wanted me around. He'd never sent me away to date and whenever he was upset, it was me he came to straight away, without a second thought. I was his one and only, and I'd never had that before with anyone.

My mind racing, I slowly stood up and made my way over to the window, turning my back on a gently panting Drew and looking out over the starlit city, breathing slightly heavier than usual as I tried to make my eyes focus on one point of the sleepless, inexhaustible city. I had to distract myself from Drew before I pushed him too far or brought up a topic I knew would freak him out no end.

"W-why do you keep doing that?" Drew stuttered breathlessly after a few moments of dreaded silence. I gazed fleetingly at his faint reflection in the window, showing him to be sat up in bed, his horrible hospital gown billowing around him and his knees pulled up to his dainty chin, a slightly disappointed look on his face. I looked away quickly and let out a small sigh.

"Doing what?" I asked in a forced whisper, having to resist the urge to turn around and gave at his beautiful, angelic face.

Don't Kier, you'll just be taken over by his beauty. You'll ruin everything.