HAPPY THANKSGIVING GUYS!!!!!!!!!
I'm sorry I haven't updated in such a long time. It's just that I was so busy and my crappy schedule. I have 2 younger brothers, one older brother that's just a year older than me, and annoying as F. I have one younger sister and an older sister whose 17, and we all live with my older brother and his wife and 2 kids, since my dad is in the Army in Afghanistan and my mom...well, umm...I don't want to go that far.
But you know, this has been the first Thanksgiving without my mom. She passed away on December 10. From a severe car accident. I always pray to god to wake up from this nightmare. But every time I walk into the master bedroom, it's my brother and sister-in law asleep. Not my dad or my mom. It's sad to not have a parent around, especially when it's your mom whose not there. No one, and I mean No one can ever replace your mom, if my dad ever got remarried to another woman. I JUST WENT TOO FAR.
So please, if you had fought with your mom, and say that you hate her, wish that she was dead, or had a different mother, think about how that affected her. Go up to your mom and give her a big hug and a kiss. Tell her that you love her with all your heart. Tell her how hard she works just for you/siblings. I can't do that. Because my mom isn't here with me at all. The only place that I can see and talk to her is in my dreams.
She won't be there at my sweet 16.
Prom.
Graduation.
Wedding.
When my first child is born.
If my mom were here today, I would be by her side telling her I love her with all my heart. I hope none of you are going through what I'm going through...
And to those who have lost a mother, I am here for you. If you want a friend to talk to, I am here. My door is open...on kik.
Download kik messenger if you don't have and message me at: alie_styles.
Yes....i was crying a lot while writing this.
I love you all... Especially you mom😓
"Blue!"
"Good job Sienna! What color is this?" I hold up the card with a blob of Orange printed on it.
"Orange!" She jumps.
"Good job baby!" I give her a high-five.
Sienna is staying with us along with Kenny and Hannah for a little while. Daniel stayed back in New York with my parents because he would be really annoying during the trip. Harry and I went to New York to visit my family for Thanksgiving. We had such a great time, my dad made Harry sleep in a separate room, Harry eventually snuck into my room during midnight just to sleep next to me. Kenny and Hannah are staying at a hotel and left Sienna with Harry and I because they needed some 'alone' time. Basically, Sienna will be staying with us for her whole trip here.
"I'm hungry." Sienna held her tummy and crouched.
"Let's eat something." I put the cards down on the coffee table and took her little hand in mine.
I put Sienna on the kitchen island and she swaying her legs back and forth. She was wearing blue leggings with tiny white pokadots that went a little below her knees, a baby blue t-shirt with a green-yellow-blue butterfly on it. Her curly hair was loose and a little pin on her hair on the left side,and she was bare feet.
I, on the other hand, was wearing a loose black, long sleeve top with black leggings and black flip flops. My nails were black, and my hair was straightened.
I open the fridge to find a snack for Sienna and I. All I find is fruit, and some other things but I'm just to lazy to cook.
"Wanna have strawberries or grapes?" I ask her, with my back towards her.
"Both!" She squeals.
"Ok." I take the strawberries box and grapes, wash them, take the stems and other things off, put them in two separate bowls, and give it to Sienna.
"Ooohh!" She claps her hands.
"You like fruits baby?" I plop a grape into her mouth.
She nods her head. "mhmm."
"Kindie likes it too." I coo.
Sienna carefully eats her fruit.
The sound of the lock turns and I hear the voice of an angel.
"I'm home." Harry calls.
Sienna's eyes widen but she can't say anything because of the amour of grapes she plopped into her mouth.
"In the kitchen." I call out.
Harry comes walking in with a beautiful smile on his face.
"Harry!" Sienna screams and stands onto the kitchen island, and almost falling on the floor.
"Ooo, be careful." I help her back up.
Sienna hugged him, wrapping her chubby legs around Harry's torso. Harry hugs her back, placing a kiss on her head then cheek.
"How are you love?" Harry whispers to her.
"Good, can you put me down now?" She asks annoyed.
Harry deeply chuckles and puts her down on the kitchen island. He turns towards me and brings me into a kiss.
"Hey love." He pecks my lips.
"Hi babe." I kiss his lips again and then it escalates quickly.
"Eww." we are interrupted by a high pitched voice.
I giggle and Harry laughs. He reached into Sienna's bowl and steals a strawberry and plops it into his mouth.
"Hey!" she furrows her eyebrows.
"Sorry." Harry says an walk away.
It's 10:30 pm and It's time for Sienna to have her in bed.
"Alright Sienna, time to go to sleep." I pull her out of my lap.
"But," she yawns while rubbing her eyes. "I'm not tired."
"Yes you are, come on." I get up.
"No." she softly says and lays down in the couch.
"Yes. come on baby. we can watch movies and play tomorrow."
"But I wanna sleep here." She drifts off.
"Ok." I sit down on the couch next to her.
"Kindie?" She cooed.
"Yea?"
"Mommy would always tap me when she puts me to sleep."
"Want me to tap you?"
"Yes please."
I pick her up, have her rest her head on my arm and my other hand around her legs, with my other hand lightly tapping in her back.
About 15 minutes later, I know she's in deep sleep. I stand up and walk her towards the room as quietly as I can, walking in Harry's and I's room to see him on his laptop on our bed.
I make my lips the "shh" way to signal him to quiet.
He got the message by nodding his head. I lay Sienna down in the middle of our bed. Harry turns the laptop and faces it to Sienna.
"Live stream?" I mouthed to him.
"Hi Kendall." Harry faces the laptop towards me.
"Shh." I say.
Harry turns the laptop around and furrows his eyebrows when he is focused on the screen. He looks really...Mad.
"I have to go guys. Time for me to sleep. have a good night!" Harry blow kisses at the screen and shuts the laptop off before walking into the bathroom.
"Is something wrong?" I follow Harry into the bathroom.
"No, just, nothing. I'm fine." He holds me by the shoulders and moving me backwards.
"Harry, something is wrong, tell me."
"I can't tell you anything because nothing is wrong." He said.
"Ok, whatever." I said and walked towards the sink to brush my teeth.
Something was bothering Harry. I needed to find out. Was it something the fans said to Harry that made him upset? Probably. I'm just gonna let that all slide.
As I make it towards the bed, Sienna is asleep with her butt poking out towards Harry side. When I pull the covers up she jumps awake and is up rubbing her eyes with pouted lips. Her curly strawberry golden hair is messy and her chubby thighs are spread on the bed.
"Kindie?" She mumbles.
"Shh, go to sleep baby." I coo.
"I can't sleep." she puts her head down and yawns.
"Would it help if I taped you?"
"Mhmm." she says.
I slowly and lightly started taping her. Her eyes started to close until Harry, being the klutz that he is, makes a loud thud on the bed and makes an ear piercing scream making Sienna jolt up and laugh at Harry.
"What happened?" I worry.
Harry hisses and sits on the bed, rolling around with his left foot in his hands. Sienna laughs even harder. Harry's face is twisted and his nose is scrunched, showing his pearly whites.
"It's not funny. Stop laughing." He tells Sienna.
"Your face is funny!" Her laughter fills the air.
"Let me see." I said and was trying so hard not to laugh. His face was actually funny.
His toes were red and they looked like they were about to bruise. It was so funny.
"Baby it hurts!" He winced as he touched it again.
"Do you want me to get ice for that?"
"No, it will feel better later on."
Sienna was still laughing and I glared at her.
"Sorry."
"Apology not accepted." Harry frowned like a little child and then turns his attention to his throbbing toes.
"I wasn't saying sorry to you, Dufuss, I was telling that to Kindie."
Score one for Sienna!
"Ouch Harry!" I said shocked at how Sienna backfired at him.
"You guys are mean." He said and hides under the covers.
"Goodnight baby." I smile.
"No. You are the meanest girlfriend."
Ouch.
"Ok, whatever. Someone does not want ice cream tomorrow." I wink over at Sienna, pucker my lips and put my finger on them.
Sienna giggles and copies my action. Harry doesn't make any noise and doesn't move.
"No one wants to go to the park tomorrow." I crawl right next to Sienna.
Still no movement or noise from Harry.
"No one wants hugs and kisses from me tomorrow."
As soon as those words left my mouth, Harry is on top of me in a push up position making Sienna laugh again.
"I want hugs and kisses." Harry says.
"Hell no." I laugh and push him away.
"I'm sorry babe, can I have a goodnight kiss please?" I couldn't say no to those gorgeous eyes.
"Ok." I pucker my lips and Harry leans down, kissing me.
"Eww." Sienna says.
Harry and I chuckle into the kiss and we continue kissing.
"I said, eww!" Sienna says again, and we ignore her again.
"Oh brother." I hear her say and there is shuffling, signaling that she's probably hiding under the covers.
Harry pecks my lips a few more times before resting his forehead on top of mine.
"I love you."
"I love you too." I peck his lips.
Harry rolls off and lays down on his side.
"Goodnight guys." he says.
"Night." I hid under the covers to find Sienna.
"Finally! you're done eating each other's faces off!"
I laugh quietly, but then Sienna and I continue making fun of Harry.
"What are you guys laughing about?"
"Don't worry about it, Dufuss." Sienna and I say at the same time. We look at each other and laugh more.
Harry rolls his eyes and falls asleep, following Sienna, and then me.
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