2 weeks later
JUNGKOOK'S POV
..it's been two weeks since the last time Jimin and I talk to each other
..two weeks without him bugging me or annoyed me
..two weeks since I heard his voice calling my name..
..kookie lets watch a movie
..kookie take a bite its delicious
..kookie look its cute
..kookie you look handsome today
..kookie that shoes looks good on you
..kookie are you listening to me??
..kookie yah..why your not talking to me did I do something wrong??
..kookie??
..kookie??
..kookie please ..notice me ........
(tearsslowly runs down on Jungkook's face as memories of Jimin flashes in his mind)
..Fuck!! why am I crying?? why imcrying over Jimin this can't be??
okay maybe I miss him but that's all ..because his a good hyung to me and I miss being spoiled by him but I know that Jimin wants more than that..more than brothers I'm not fucking stupid not to notice that he treated me differently among others..his gazes that i always caught ..his blushing cheeks whenever i complemented him.. I'M NOT STUPID NOT TO NOTICE THAT..but I'm not gay and afraid... afraid that I'm wrong..that I'm only creating things..that I'm assuming that he wants as to be lovers.. I'm coward..