A chance meeting with Glen

Sorry

Aimee's P.O.V.

When I got back to my room, I started throwing my stuff back into my bags.I had to get out of here.I couldn't get a flight for two days so I at least had to move hotels.I felt so humiliated.Most of this is my fault, I pushed him away.I ignored him for weeks.But even though we aren't together anymore,I love him with all my heart and soul and knowing he was with someone else tonight crushed me.I felt sick to the pit of my stomach.He's obviously moved on if he can jump in to bed with the first bimbo he meets.She's probably not the first either.My legs are weak,my stomach is turning-did I mean nothing to him?I couldn't dream of looking at another man,I just couldn't.But it didn't bother him.

I throw back a few whiskeys and vodkas from the mini bar.I need something to take the edge off this hurt and humiliation that I am feeling.I sit on the floor curled up in to a ball,throwing back a few shots of whiskey,the burning sensation in my throat brings a tear to my eye.I wallow in my misery and think back to how a few short months ago,I was the happiest I had ever been.I was going to marry the man of my dreams,everyday waking up next to him filled me with such joy.I missed seeing his stunning blue eyes flutter open in the morning light and the feeling of his warm breath on my lips as kissed me.The way he throws his head back when he laughs.How can I move on when I'm still in love with him.I feel so empty and lost.I have lost my soul mate.

Glens P.O.V.

When I reached Aimee's room, I went to knock on the door.I couldn't do it!I Tried to pluck up the courage to knock on that door and tell her I love her.I need her to know. I completely froze up.I paced the hallway for ages.I just kept walking over and back,over and back,talking to myself,"Come on G,ya have to do this,ya have to,just do it !"I'm sure I looked like an idiot!Cause every time I got near the door again I freaked.....A montage of images went through my head,I thought about how I felt the night I proposed to her,the look on her face as she accepted and how I felt.I never felt so happy.It was the flashback of those feelings that finally gave me the courage to do what I had to do,I marched over to her door,my heart was in my mouth,my legs were like jelly.She has every right to tell me to get lost after tonight.I slide down the door,resting against it...I need to think about what I can say to her.All of a sudden the door opens and I fly back walloping my head on the floor.Aimee is hovering over me,trying not to smirk but she still looks mad as hell.

"What the hell are you doing Glen?"She scoffs at me

"I......I needed to talk to you,I need to explain....I'm so sorry Aimee...I just...I am so sorry!"My face flushes,as a tear escapes and I try to scramble myself up from the idiotic heap that I ended up in on the floor.

"I get it,I totally get it Glen,you've made you're point, you're over me,over us -we're done! its fine! now just go!I choke back my tears,i can not cry in front of him again.

"Noooooo.God no Aimee.I am not over you,I'll never be over you!Can we just talk for a while?Please sweetheart?"

I step back and motion for him to come in.I  close the door and take a seat on the sofa.He's still standing at the door.He looks like a nervous wreck.Good.Because I am too,my heart is going a million miles an hour,just being near him again sends shivers down my spine.i'm raging with him,but damn he looks good.I tummy flips as he catches me looking at him.

"You can sit down you know,if you want to!"I tell him,my voice now softened but I try not to look at him.

He sits next to me,releases a huge sigh and starts playing with one of his earring's.It appears he may be more nervous than me.He's usually so laid back.

"Aim's I'm sorry,I really am...what happened tonight shouldn't have happened,I was drunk,lonely,not thinking I just...needed to..."

I cut him off .........."We aren't together anymore Glen,you don't have to explain.Really you don't!" I lied it killed me but I didn't want details.

"I do Aimee,I don't want you thinking that I don't care about you ,care about us anymore.These last few weeks without you have been hell.I have been completely miserable without you.I missed you like crazy.I love you with all my heart and soul,now more than ever.That girl meant nothing,it was the only time it happened and I feel sick for doing it.It was a distraction.Nothing more!There will never be anybody else like you.I never meant to hurt you.That is the last thing in the world I would want to do.I'm sorry that I did. I tried and tried to get in contact with you,I thought back in Dublin you might have given us another chance but you broke my heart by handing me back the necklace.I gave you my heart and you threw it back at me.I'm lost without you...I don't know how to move on because I don't want to.I want you.Aimee....all I want is you.....I love you.I'm still in love with you!"

I feel like my heart is going to explode hearing those words,hearing that he still loves me.He still wants me.Glen still wants me!Every emotion is running through me,my anger with him turns to sadness but then happiness washes over me like a tidal wave.

"I am sorry Glen,I am so incredibly sorry for everything I put you through.I wasn't me,I went in to some kind of dark place when I left the hospital and everything got to me.I pushed you away.I hate myself for that.But I never stopped loving you.Even though we've been apart,I have thought of nothing but you, every single day.I realised my mistake and that's why I came over here.I don't care about that girl,well I do but I drove you to it.I know you didn't mean to hurt me.The truth is I love you too,I always have and always will.I missed you like crazy....every day apart was torture...I never knew a broken heart could hurt this much.All I want is you...if you'll forgive me for being such a horrible cow?"

I didn't get to say anymore before the gap between us was closing,his hands were on my face,his fingers softly stroking my cheeks,I could feel his warm breath against my lips and then he kissed me.Like he never kissed me before.My heart was pounding,electricity was flying through my body.Sparks of passion,need,want and desire,"God, I missed  you" I mumbled into his lips deepening our kiss as I pulled him on top of me.

"Oh God",he muttered hoarsely.I kissed him more passionately than I ever have.He took this an invitation,thrusting his tongue into my mouth and engaging in a fierce battle with my own.As things got more heated and I slid beneath him,wrapping my legs around his waist,He was frantically pulling at my clothes,I was dragging him closer.Every shift gave a breathtaking hint of the mindless ecstasy that seemed to grow with each second,I shuddered and clutched at his shoulders,sinking my fingers into his hair, as our bodies moved together,rocking back and forth until we both hit our mind blowing highs at the same time.

"I love you Aimee" he groaned into my ear as he left a trail of wet kisses down my neck

"I love you Glen,always"

He collapsed down  on top of me,kissing me softly...until we started all over again.....