drugs & alcohol | d.l

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im woken up when i feel myself getting pulled into someone's chest, and i can already tell it's Derek. i groan in pain as my head is throbbing and i just wanna go back to sleep, but noooo the sun just HATES it when i sleep in. my eyes are squinted as i turn around to face Derek, only to realise he was already staring at me.

"what?" i ask with a sore throat

"nothing, your just real fucking cute. even when you look like a racoon that just got kicked out of a tree" he says laughing, resulting in me kicking him off the bed, him flopping on the floor, leaving me in fits of laughter making my head pound even more. he sees me rubbing my temples and takes out the Advil from his nightstand, handing 2 pills to me. i immediately throw them down and lie back on the bed, pulling the covers over my bare body. i remember everything from last night, EVERYTHING. am i a bad person if i don't regret it? is it bad that i want it to happen again?

does he actually like me? or does he just want a fuck buddy? i lay there zoned out until i hear the door shut and feel him sit next to me, realising he had a plate full of food in his hand, i practically jump on him and devour the bacon thats there. he just sits there holding the plate in front of me, watching me eat, as i take quick glances at him, seeing him smiling and hearing him laugh at the fact that i basically finished a meal for two people.

i managed to finish the plate that was clearly meant for the both of us, and i start to feel bad.

"sorry, i was hungry" i say wiping my mouth. i got no shame in front of people when it comes to this type of shit, you could sit there all day and watch me eat and i wouldn't give a flying fuck.

"wanna come downstairs?" he asks getting up and messing with his hair.

i nod and grab his shirt off the floor, throwing it on and tying my hair in a messy bun, i follow him out the door, walking down the hall and slowly down the stairs so i don't fall. my legs are still a bit wobbly. yes... it was that good.

we get downstairs and are greeted by everyone sitting around the lounge, passing a blunt around the group, i sit next to Indi as Derek plops next to me, swinging his hand around my shoulder, everyone just keeps their conversations going as Indi leans into my side to say something, but instead of talking, she reaches up to the collar of my shirt and pulls it down, exposing all of the hickeys displayed on my neck, letting the fabric go, she looks at me and just smirks, raising her hand for a high five. we high five at fist bump, and end our little "handshake" with the both of us laughing.

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we finally decided to go home after we had the cake, and by now it was 3pm. i asked Derek if i could keep his shirt because it smelled nice, and he said yes, so i've still got that on, along with a pair of adidas shorts and some black socks on, cuddling into the couch with Indi, watching netflix. we had watched 3 movies and decided to just go sit outside for a while and talk.

"so how are you and Nate?" i ask her, looking over at her to see her with a massive grin on her face, making me smile.

"were good, after last night, were definitely a lot closer than before, if ya know what i mean" she says wiggling her eyebrows making me laugh.

" how bout you and D?" she asks raising her eyebrows.

"theres not much to say really, i like him and shit, im just scared that he's just gonna throw me off like he does with other girls" i say flopping my head back onto the back of the chair, sighing loudly.

"well i can tell you like him by the fact that your still wearing his shirt, and by the fact that you pretty much claimed him with them hickeys." she said chuckling, making me crack a small smile.