Im a hybrid and I have two mates......HELP!!

MY TIME

I would like to say I'm sorry that this has taken so long to update. Has been busy with basketball and trying to keep up with school.

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Okay so I have four legs not that big of a deal right? I mean I am part wolf well actually supposed to be full werewolf but since I got turned what does that mean? Am i half vampire & half werewolf or am i three fourths werewolf and part vampire? Oh well that's for another day. I think I just need to focus on walking right now and it seems like I can't even do that correctly. I need to escape but I don't know where I'm at or how to get out. I forgot which way I was going. What should I do? I'm so confused right now why would the ticket man take me? I mean really I'm just an ordinary person. Well now that I think about it I'm not really ordinary looking anymore I mean I'm pretty sexy if I say so myself and I am going to say so myself I'm hot.

Okay back  to the task at hand. I need to go and find a way out. I run as far as my four legs can take me I feel the wind going through my fur it feels amazing but unfamiliar at the same time. My legs are still a little wobbly I can't think about that now i have to think about getting home to Mark. I still don't know I mean I have a mate out there somewhere I don't even know if Mark's my real mate. I actually don't know if I can even forgive him he killed my family for no reason just so I could be in pain? Let's not forget he also stabbed me with a spoon!!

So many thoughts are rushing through my mind its all a big problem for me there so many different pieces. I just can't seem to think about one thing in particular. I realize I should be worried about getting away right now but my life is just so messed up. You know what nevermind I need to focus. I miss the air to see if I can see if I can smell any humans or wolves.

I can't smell anything, all I smell is corn & dirt. Okay focus Ashley find a distinctive smell. Then it hits me the smell of burning rubber and gas. I could feel that I'm close to my freedom. All I need to do is push myself a little harder and I'm there. I'm going to make it... I'm going to be able to see my mark again.

Boom all I feel is pain on my side I can feel my ribs broken. Something slammed into me hard I feel like I just got hit by a car . I think I can make it. I'm starting to feel weak. My sight is blurring I need to think of Mark to pull through I need to think of my love my family there are people waiting for me. I just can't seem to keep my eyes open I don't think I'm going to make it. I feel my ribs stopping something in my stomach I feel so much pain. I can't do it I want to pull through but I don't think I can I think I can deal with this. My last thoughts are that I have no regrets... none whatsoever. I feel rejoiced that I have lived the life I have. The only thing I wish was different, I wish my mate had accepted me. Yes I have mark I just feel a whole inside me can only be filled by someone else . I also wish I could have spent more time with my mother and father it would have been nice to know more about them. But I'm happy with the family that raised me happy that they faced their death for me . I just wish that things might have been a little different I wish my mother the woman that raised me didn't see me as a monster in her last moments , I wish I could have saved my little brother , I wish I could save my father, and a part of me wished that I never met Mark but I'm still happy. I know that I will be missed I'm glad that there are people out there who love me. I wish everyone the best . I think this might be the time for me to go now I'm getting very sleepy and I think I see my family. I can finally tell them that I'm sorry for so many things .