Unwanted love

Chapter 2

Here I am in the car driving the mysterious Ethan that everyone knows about except me. I really just want to straight up ask but I know it would make him uncomfortable and I would like to get to know the fella better before I ask him.

As these thoughts cross my minds and I have a conversation with myself I realized Ethan has been staring at me, I was getting quite scared. Was there something on my face, did I stink, does he hate me, is he plotting ways to kill me. I was driving a fidgeting with my hair worrying about how he was staring at me like that.

"Ciara, I'm what are you doing"

"Nothing just making sure I look ok"

"You look beautiful, so put both hands on the steering wheels and stop driving with your knees okay love"

"Sorry you kept staring at me so i thought I had something on my face or something"

"Well you do have something on your face that you don't need at all"

"OMG! What is it, please tell me it's not a pimple"

"No you look flawless and I was talking about your makeup you wear"

"What about it I know it's a little I usually wear more to hide my hideous face but today I didn't feel it"

"No you look perfect with the amount you have now just saying love"

"Thanks and I didn't know you were english"

"Didn't the accent do it for you"

"No i didn't notice"

"Well that's a first but if you don't mind with me asking sweetheart but where the bloody hell are you taking me"

"I know it looks pretty sketchy, but I use to live on this dirt-road when I was a little girl. Me and my old childhood best friend Amy would always run up and down this road in our sundress. I miss those days and I wish I could go back, but when me and Amy would run up and down this dirt-road we found this little pond and we built this little place just for us when we wanted to escape from society, to this day when I feel sad I'm come here"

"Oh why did you move and why aren't you and Amy still friends"

"Well my dad moved because when Amy died it was so bad for me being around here and all the memories I wouldn't leave me room I cried for days so my dad thought it was best to move"

"If you don't mind me asking how did she die"

"It's fine and it was a hit and run situation, she was walking on this dirt-road one night and she was by the main road and this car just swerved and hit her and then just drove off" I said while parking the car into the grass and turning off the engine.

"I'm sorry for your lost, I don't know what to say" Ethan said while grabbing my hand

"I don't want you to feel that way and it hurts me to imagine you being that sad Ciara"

"Thanks but it's fine" I said letting a tear roll down my cheek.

"Oh no please don't cry love" he said reaching his arm over and wiping away the tear but instead of moving his arm back he left his hand on my cheek.

I couldn't help myself but to look into his eyes, they are like the ocean. It seems like his eyes were seeing into my soul, I know that's lame but that how it felt.

As we just sat there frozen and just staring into each other's eyes not saying anything, I had to do something.

"Well I think we should get going, it's already 2:30" I said snapping both of us out of our moments.