Unwanted love

Chapter 12

A/N

Okay Lovelies, I decided to write this addition of the story in the beginning then at the end cause I feel like you guys don't read it if its at the end. But yeah this isn't going to be spoilers or anything in the author note. I am still a newbie so I am still going to be adding new things and tweaking things so if you notice some different things being added in the previous chapters just remember that I am editing to so when I get a brain fart and I cant think I go back to my previous chapters and reread them until I get a new idea or something I add things in that chapter or take things away. If you got any ides or anything that I should do better please feel free to comment and tell me it would really help me out and become a better writer okay and I am also going to write some songs lyrics that inspire this chapter and all and if I can add a picture I will. I also want to tell you guys that I've been writing another book and want to know if I post it up will you guys read it or not. Please comment and tell me.

"But I'm trying to love you any kind of way but I find it hard to love you girl when you're far away" -Seaside by The Kooks

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CHRISTINE POV:

Know with all the shit that went down I think Ciara is better off with Ethan, cause at least Ethan didn't try to rape my innocent china doll. Adam has to much baggage for Ciara and Ethan does too but Ethan didn't technically speaking kill Amy he was just being a major dickhead that's all. But I'm not going to admit this sudden change of heart to Ciara she will never let this go, I swear she won't.

As I looked over at the couch I see Ciara lost in thought like always. Lately it seems that way with her.

"Ciara are you okay" I said nervously not knowing to talk or keep my mouth shut.

"I'm fine it's just that a lot of stuff been happening this school year and were only in the fucking first quarter like shit Christmas is in two weeks"

"I know it's fine, but speaking of Christmas who you gonna spend it with"

"I don't know that's probably the reason my mom called earlier"

"She c-called you" I said with a little bit of shock. Ciara's mom is like a big designer so she's always busy and likes to pretend everything is peachy keen when in reality it's a pile of horse shit.

"Yeah she did while I was walking out with Adam so he can ummm you know"  Ciara said while whispering the last part quietly. I know what has happened to her was horrible she protects her virginity with her life. A lot of people think she is a slut cause she goes to parties all the time, gets drunk, most of her friends are guys, they thinks she dresses like a slut, but in reality she is the exact opposite she hangs with guys cause she doesn't like the drama, its not her fought her ass is big and make her look like a slut, she like to have a good time so does that make her a bad person. I like to think of Ciara as a undercover nun. In the beginning I thought Ciara was a slut but now I got to know her over these year and it makes me mad now when they call her that.

"Have your dad every called you?"

"No but he does send me money every month, he is currently in Brazil" Ciara said with disgust in her voice. Her parents got into a brutal divorce three years ago when Carrie (Ciara's mom) saw Josh ( Ciara's Dad) cheating when she came home lets just say they were not just kissing and it was Carrie personal assistant, she got fired on the spot right now she's currently a waitress at our local diner. So her mom threw herself into work mode and her dad ran away and travels around with his business. They sold the house hoping never to come back here. Carrie wanted Ciara to travel with her but Ciara wanted to stay. So her mom let her and haven't talked to her ever since the beginning of Sophomore year, her parents pretend she is fine.

"Oh that sounds exotic" I said trying to be as cheerful as possible.these many years, she is definitely not and it pisses me off when people call her a slut.

"I guess so" She said shrugging her shoulders.

"sooo what did you mom want.

"I don't know didn't answer her"

"Why Not"

"I was next to Adam so I didn't want him to hear our first conversation in years"

"You should call her while I go take a piss those drinks are pushing their way out" I said while running to the bathroom.

CIARA POV

Omg Christine is a mess and I'm glad she is the one with me tonight, she is always so understanding. She is the best, ever since Amy left, Christine filled in for her position.

I pulled out my phone and went to recent and clicked on my mom contact and called her.

'RING'RING'

'Hello'

'Hey Mom you called me'

'Yeah I did sweetie feels like years since the last time we talked'

'well cause it kinda of was years ago'

'Oh silly me time does fly by doesn't it'

'I guess sooo did you call me just to chat'

'What if I did would it be a crime'

'Its just that its been years so why choose now to contact me'

'I did have a purpose and since its your senior year I made time to come visit you for Christmas and this summer I got you and your friend what's her name starts with a C is it Carol'

'Christine'

'Yeah that's her I got you and her an internship at my fashion line and going to be helping and traveling around with me doesn't that sound great'

'I guess ill have to ask Chrisitne about it'

'Okay sweetie call me back and tell me your answer, I got to go Rachel picked the wrong fabric ughhh I'm going to kill her got to go'

'Okay bye mom lo-' Didn't even get the chance to say love you before she hanged up the phone. I looked in the hallway and saw Christine leaning against the wall.

"What did your mom want" She said making her way over.

"She was wondering if we want to intern at her place this summer"

"I love to OMG I am going to have go shopping before we leave" She said from switching from worry in her voice to ecstatic written all over her body.

"Calm down and can we go to bed I need to sleep before I pass out. A lot had happened today and I need to sleep it off from Ethan and I make out session, to Adam want to be future rapist thingy he had going on too."

"Okay babe lets go to sleep"

"I am just going to lock up and clean up a bit, I will meet you in the room"

"Okay" Christine said and with that she was disappearing down the hallway into my bedroom. I turned around and saw the pillows everywhere, cups spilled over the counter. I straightened the pillows and cleaned up the spilled drinks. I walked to the door and right when I was about to lock the door, I nearly screamed bloody Mary but I knew Christine was asleep so instead I looked through the peep hole and was shocked and a little relieved at who was at my door.

 I opened and there he was standing at my door looking perfect, even though I knew he was the wrong choice for me, I just cant myself from falling for him. It seems like all the wrong he had done just suddenly slipped from my mind the moment I opened the door and saw him standing there. I could tell that he was a tad drunk but aren't we all from the recent activities from tonight but he still looked stable cause he had the strength to put a smile on his face and mine right when he saw that I was standing there. I knew he wouldn't care that I looked like a bum cause he would still think to him self that she looks so perfect. I suddenly snapped out of my thoughts when his smile turned to a confused one cause I was staring at him like a mad woman.

"Ciara, I want to apologize" He said nervously rubbing his hand through his hair.

"Come on in, its late. I will make us some tea and you can tell me what made you come over here when you know how I feel" I said making him walk inside and sit on the couch. I looked outside in the hallway to make sure no one else was coming before I shut the door .