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I'm rushing through the entrance when I receive a call from Jane. "Hello?" I say as I try to catch my breath.

"Aj? Um, hey. How are you?" She says as I move away from the door before I get hit. "I'm good Jane. I'm actually here at the arena. I was rushing because there was a ton of traffic."

"Ahh. Well I was calling because your match is cancelled today. Sorry for the short notice." Cancelled? Again?

"Oh. It's - it's fine." I say as my heart sinks to my stomach. "I'm really am sorry for the short notice. Thank you for understanding. You will be on the live show tomorrow though. Have a good night."

She hangs up and I drop my bag on the floor as I slide down. Lately, I haven't had no tv time. I'm always set up for a match but at the last minute it gets cancelled.

I sometimes just do live shows, which I love but I'm dying to do a match on Raw or Smackdown once again.

I'm sitting on the floor with my legs stretched out and am too busy thinking of my misery. Suddenly I feel someone trip over my feet.

"Hey watch it!" I scream angrily. Once I see who it is I immediately regret screaming like a beast.

"Sorry. I wasn't paying attention." Randy says with a shy smile. I quickly get up with a blushed face. "No, no, I'm - I'm sorry. I shouldn't have been sitting here in the middle of the hallway."

"Sorry anyways. I was distracted." He says with a grin. Randy is a beautiful, beautiful, seriously beautiful human being.

Randy is every girls dreams. He's got those beautiful stunning eyes. That melting sweet raspy voice. He's picture-perfect and absolutely flawless. He's also absolutely one hundred perfect unreachable.

Randy gives me a look and I realize I've been staring like a complete idiot. Great impression Aj. The one time Randy speaks to you, you stare at him like a complete imbecile.

"So-sorry. It's fine. Um, like mentioned before it was also my fault." I say feeling my ears get hot. "Alright. So are you having a match tonight?"

My smile disappears and I look down at my shoes. "No, um, not tonight." I mumble as I look back at him. "Ah that sucks."

"Do you have a match tonight?" I'm trying to not freak out. I'm freaking out internally right now because Randy morherfreaking Orton is talking to me.

The guy I've had such a long crush on is finally talking to me. Yes we're both wrestlers and I see him 99.9 percent of the time but we rarely talk.

Mainly because Randy is a popular guy. He's constantly surrounded by beautiful women. Even though I'm a wrestler as well I'm definitely not popular and most certainly not the prettiest.

There's Nikki Bella, Becky Lynch, Carmella.. just to name a few. They're way better than me. I'm okay looking I suppose. I'm 5'2" and there's nothing special about me or my body.

I know for a fact Randy wouldn't want to be with a girl like me knowing there's plenty of other better women that want him.

Am I being self conscious? Yes. Am I being realistic? Yes. Am I telling the truth? Yes.

"I do have a match tonight. It's against Sheamous. I'm up in a few minutes. Well I have to go get ready. Wish me good luck bye." He winks and walks away.

I put my hand against my heart as I feel my heart palpitations increase. Randy Orton winked at me. He winked.

I grab my bag and grin. I was sad like three seconds ago but then he winked and everything changed. He just has that effect on me.

I decide to go get some water since I'm already here anyways. When I'm walking to the water fountain I see a tv screen.

A few Divas have gathered around to watch the match. I stand behind all of them because we don't really speak often. The only one I kind of talk to is Paige. That's about it. I'm pretty antisocial. 

"There she is." Becky says with her thick accent. I watch as Sasha Banks theme song starts playing. Her bright hair and shiny boss jewelry make my eyes hurt.

She's got the Women's Championship on her shoulder as she's walking to the ring. I miss holding the title on my arms. Ever since Nikki took it away from me almost three years ago, I haven't been able to touch it again.

Charlotte is waiting for Sasha on the ring already. "I'm so proud of her. She deserves it." Bayley says with a grin.

I'm watching the match and I suddenly feel down again. I can't help to feel jealous of Sasha. She's the Women's Champion, she's constantly on Raw and Smackdown. I'm lucky if I get a live show.

The match ends in a few minutes and Sasha is the winner. Her theme song starts playing and she puts her Championship on the air.

One day I will hold it again. Or at least I hope so. I walk away from the screen and to a water fountain that's near by.

When I'm done drinking water I see Randy down the hall. This time he has his attire on. I want to go say good luck. Since while ago I didn't but then Sasha walks to him.

She's panting and sweating from her match but she still looks gorgeous. They're talking about something I can't hear.

They're both laughing and Randy is smiling like crazy. He looks so happy to be talking to her and she's looking at him with that stare. I know what it is.

I suddenly start feeling sick and turn around before I puke or cry. Or pukecry. I'm rushing down the hall that I bump into someone.

When I bump into them I drop my bag and I feel like I have hit a stone wall. I rub my sore shoulder and see who I have bumped into.

He grins and I roll my eyes. Out of the many people here I had to bump into the most loathing human ever.

"Aww look it's cutie wootie pautie brat." He says with a smirk. I roll my eyes again angrily as I bend over to get my bag.

He grabs it at the same time I do but I snatch it away before he picks it up. "Woah, calm down. I was just trying to help."

"I don't need your help." I reply angrily. "It's okay payjay no need to get angry." He says with a low chuckle. "It's Aj!" I scream furiously.

He laughs again and I groan pushing him as I walk away. Or try to push him. I'm not very successful though. "You can't take a joke cutie wootie!" I hear him say as I walk out of the arena.

Dean Ambrose is defiantly the most loathing human being in the world.

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