"Thanks for giving me a ride again. I'm sorry for bothering you so much." I say as I get off Sami's car.
"What? You're not bothering me. I mean we're here for Raw anyways. I don't mind giving you rides." Sami says.
"Thank you." I smile as I grab my gym bag. "You're welcome. Well I'm going to park." He says.
He left Paige and I at the entrance so we wouldn't have to walk so much. He tries to do everything for her and I think it's cute.
"Did you tell Sami that Dean and I broke up?" I whisper as we enter the arena. "No. Why?" She asks. "Oh I don't know. I thought maybe that's why he was being nice about giving me car rides."
"Oh come on. He doesn't mind. He's right we're always going to the same place so it's not like he can't."
We're walking down the hall and I see Dean walking to the boys locker room. My heart skips a beat and I look away.
"Is it hard to see him around?" She asks. We see that WWE workers have set up tables with food. We go to it and start getting some while Paige waits for Sami.
"Very. Honestly, I didn't think it'd be this hard." The food in my plate doesn't look appetizing anymore.
"It'll get better with time." She says giving me an encouraging smile. "I hope so." I say with a smile.
"Okay. So if you ever need to talk about your feelings you can talk to me. I'm not a person that gives good advice but I'm a good listener."
"Thank you Paige. Thanks for being my friend." She smiles sweetly, puts her plate down and hugs me.
I hug her back and sigh resting my head on her shoulder. She's taller than me so I have to get on my tippy toes.
I close my eyes and feel a little better. Having a friend in situations like these help. "Oh they've got food?" Sami says.
We drop hugging and I grab my plate. "Yep. You can have mine. I haven't touched it. I'm not really hungry anymore."
He grabs the plate, "Oh alright thanks." He stars putting more stuff on it as I start walking away. "I'll see you guys later. I'm going to get ready for a match."
•••
I made it through my match without having to see Sasha. Unfortunately my match is against her so I can't avoid her there."Hey Aj." I turn my face and see her smiling. The fact that she talks to me like nothing angers me.
I push my feelings aside and smile. "Hey Sasha. Good luck on the match. May the best woman win."
"I think I already won. Not just the match but Dean also." My smile slowly disappears as I see that smirk on her face.
"Who says you've already won Dean?" My voice sounds angry but she responds very calm. "Honey, Dean was never yours. He never will be."
Since I don't reply anything she keeps talking. "While he was with you he was thinking about me. When he was kissing you he was wishing he was kissing me. While he made love to you he craved to be with me."
I'm about to say something but they call her up. "Good luck." She walks in the arena and I take a deep breath.
The anger in my body is making me feel really agitated. My hands are shaking but I try my best to push my feelings aside.
When they call me up I start skipping to the ring. As the ring announcer starts talking Sasha takes the microphone from her.
"Hold on a second. I'm not fighting you." She says. I furrow my eyebrows together. "I don't fight with losers like you."
The crowd boos her and she smiles. "You don't deserve to be in the same ring as me. You don't deserve a shot at my Championship. You don't even deserve to talk to me. I'm better than you Aj. At everything. You cannot beat me because you're not that good. You can't and you won't. I already have everything you want. Attention, fame, skills, and..."
She smiles and I feel like she's going to say Dean. My face turns hot as she starts talking again. "My Championship."
I stay quiet as my embarrassment and anger runs through my veins. "You're nothing but a worthless loser. Sorry Aj but it's the truth. You want to be me and you want everything I have. Sadly though, that's not possible. You will never be like me in any way. Even if you try."
My anger finally gets the best of me and I slap her across the face. Not a fake slap but an actual slap. My hand even burns from slapping her that hard.
It doesn't help much but it feels better. At first she seems angry about it. She grabs her cheek and laughs.
She's laughing because she got what she wanted. She's inside my head now and this is exactly what she wanted.
"You can slap me all you want be you know it's true. Bye loser." She drops the microphone and her theme song starts playing.
She exits the ring and I'm left standing in the middle of the ring speechless and embarrassed. After she leaves I get out the ring and walk backstage.
I'm still feeling very agitated and angry. What Sasha said was not even part of the script. We were suppose to have a match not do that.
"I don't think that was part of the script." Paige says. "It wasn't but whatever." I say shaking my head. "Why do you think she said that?"
Right after she says that she makes a face. She's looking behind my back and I slowly turn around.
When I do I see Sasha with Dean. She is caressing Dean's face and he smiles. I swallow the knot in my throat and turn back around.
"I'm going to get changed." I tell Paige before she says something. As I'm walking down the hall I run into Randy.
Months ago I would've been ecstatic to run into him. Now...not so much. "Hey Aj." He says with a small smile.
"Hey Randy." He scratches the back of his head, "So uh have you seen Dean and Sasha? I guess they're a thing a now."
I nod my head and he sighs. "Sucks huh?" I nod my head again. "So since they're moving on too fast we should too."
I keep my eyes fixed on his. He opens his mouth and says the words I've been wanting to hear for so long. "Say do you want to go out tomorrow night?" A sudden flashback of Dean and Sasha smiling at the hallway crosses my mind.
"I'd love to."
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Shivers * WWE Fanfic
FanfictionIt all started as a game. All Aj wanted was to be noticed. All Dean wanted was attention. Two complete opposites collide. Two complete opposites attract.