Shivers * WWE Fanfic

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"Where r u?" Paige texts. I stop running to text her back. "Came for a run. Be there in a few minutes. Srry I forgot to tell you."

"You're such an ass. I came all the way to ur floor to wait for you and you're not even here."

"Oh pleaseeee 🙄. You're acting like you actually walked to my floor. I know you took the elevator."

"I swear you're a witch. How do u know everything? But fine I'll go say hey to Sami meanwhile. We can "cuddle" for a bit ;) "

I wrinkle my nose as I lock my phone. I know Paige's "cuddling" and it's not actual cuddling. Paige and I were suppose to go out and eat today before we leave.

I was pretty bored by myself so I decided to come out for a run. Paige ended up showing up earlier so now I have to hurry back so I can take a quick shower.

As I'm jogging down an alley I hear weeping. I slow down because there's no one here but me. I'm about to turn around when I hear it again.

It sounds like a girl crying. My head is telling me to go but I can't listen to my head right now. The girl is crying. Something could be seriously wrong.

I walk quietly trying to see where she's at. Until I see a figure sitting on the pavement. She's got a hoodie on and I approach her.

"Are you okay?" I whisper kneeling down. The girl gasps and removes her hoodie. When I see Sasha my eyes widen.

There's legit tears streaming down her face and I've never seen her cry. I didn't even think she cried.

"Why do you care?" She hisses wiping her tears with the back of her hand. "I just... I just heard crying."

She looks down at her lap and tries to breathe right. "I know we're not friends but I just want to know if you're okay. Do you want me to get Bayley?"

"I'm okay, Aj. I don't need Bayley." She says. "You don't seem okay." I say quietly. She starts sniffing. "Dean broke up with me."

This takes me by surprise and I have to take a seat because my knees feel like jelly. She looks up and looks at me.

"He broke up with me one day before our match with Bayley on Raw." That was nearly two weeks ago. Why hadn't Dean told me?

"I'm sorry." I say because I actually do feel sorry. She looks hurt and sad. "Don't pretend. I know you're happy."

"It's not nice to see you sad. It doesn't make me happy." I say honestly. She sighs and wipes her almost dry tears from her cheeks.

"I'm not crying because I love him." She says. I furrow my eyebrows together, "What?" Then why?

"I'm crying because he's a good guy. He deserves someone who feels the same way. He deserves someone who is willing to stick by his side."

At this point I'm beyond confused and I don't even know what to say. Sasha doesn't say anything for a few seconds and I start thinking that she won't say no more.

"I'm a wild girl. I want to be free. I don't want to be tied to a man. Not yet anyways. I haven't found love and I won't settle down until I do."

"So you don't love him?" I ask. She looks me right in the eyes, "No. I wish I did though. He's just so sweet and if I loved him and if he loved me I'd be luckiest girl."

"Dean does love you." I say. There's no way he doesn't. Otherwise he wouldn't have gone through the trouble of fake dating me to make her jealous. He told me multiple times he did.

"He thought he did but he never did. What Dean felt for me was obsession and passion. That's the same thing I felt for him. We confused our sexual attraction for love but we never loved each other."

"The only reason I was mean to you was because I thought I loved him. I thought I had found love and I didn't want you to take it away from me. Soon after we started dating I knew it wasn't love. I just didn't want to let go because that's the closest I've been to love. That's why I'm crying because I still want to be free but I want to find love."

I stay quiet looking at the pavement. She's throwing all of this at me and I don't know how to respond.

"It's useless for me to be mean to you. I'm sorry for everything I did to you." She says. It sounds sincere and I know it is.

"It's okay." I answer. She gets up and puts her hoodie back on. "If you want Dean go for it. I won't stop you anymore. Make him happy and make yourself happy."

She starts jogging away and I stay sitting down watching her vanish. After a while I finally get up and walk to the hotel.

Twenty minutes later I'm at the hotel. When I get to my room I see Paige standing outside my door.

"Hello? I've been texting you nonstop. I've been here for like ever. You said you'd be back soon."

I lay against the wall and take a deep breath. I'm still trying to process everything Sasha said. It just seems surreal.

"What's wrong? Why're you all pale?" Paige asks. I turn to look at her, "Sasha." Paige immediately makes a face. "I swear if this preppie barbie bi-"

"She apologized for being mean to me." Paige raises her eyebrows confused. "Dean and her broke up."

Paige's eyes widen. "She said he didn't love her and she didn't love him. And if I liked him that I should go for it."

"Are we talking about the same Sasha that called me bleach face and called you a filthy slut?"

I nod my head and Paige furrows he eyebrows. "What in the world? Is this even real?" She asks.

I shrug my shoulder because it doesn't even seem real. Is this even real?