16. The hidden past (part 1)

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Ashley's P.O.V

"I'm so sorry, you know I love you and I don't want to lose you. That's why I got jealous. I'm afraid that one day.." I looked down.

"One day what Ashley" Luke lifted my chin, making eye contact.

"One day you will realize you deserve better than me".

"Don't you see you are the one I want?"

I smiled at him. It's my dream to be his girlfriend. He put one hand on my waist and gently stroked my hair with the other. Slowly start to kiss me again. Going down to my neck, my weak spot. Within' a second I pushed him away from me. I was shocked, Luke looked at me confused. I started to breathe heavily. My mind went crazy I got all flashbacks.

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Flashback

We were home alone together with david at his house. My first crush that I fell real hard for. I was about to leave so I stood up and walked to the front door. David grabbed my upperarm and went closer.

"You ain't leaving" he whispered.

Shivers went down my spine. He was so attractive but the last few weeks he cared less. With that I mean he cared less about our relationship. It felt he used me. Our fights were more recently about almost nothing. But it was my first relationship so I wasn't sure how to handle. One day I saw his bad side which scared me. My body under bruises.

The last days I reacted cold to him. I wanted to break up. It was enough.

"I-I have to go, my mom needs me" tried to get rid of his arm but it tightened

"Screw your mom you're mine tonight"

He slowly started to kiss my neck, my weak spot. I couldn't help but let out little moans.

"Last days you aren't that overwhelemd about me" "Trying to get rid of me?"

He looked in my eyes, a smirk on his face.

"Listen david, I really have to go" I was terrified, terrified of him.

"You stay with me. Don't resist" tightening his grip what started to hurt.

"I don't want to stay" and pushed him.

"YOU CAN'T LEAVE ANYMORE" david shouts in my face and then slapped me right into my face.

With lust he pulled my skirt, kissing down my neck, not letting go of my arm.

End flashback

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Slowly getting out of my shock. "Luke I can't help it anymore" Bursting out crying and went upstairs straight to my room. Why am I here anymore. Why do I have to deal with this. Why is my past horrible. Why me.

Luke's P.O.V

She went crying upstairs. I wanted to go after her but then giving her a little time alone would be better. I took a deep breath and walked to the livingroom letting myself fall on the couch, my head in my hands. I heared the door unlocking and saw Hazel. "Hey Lu- Are you okay?!" She dropped her bag and took my hand looking at it. "what did you do, what happened" The only thing I did was letting out a sigh. "Where's Ashley?"

"Upstairs" replying quickly.

Hazel got up and looked back at my hand again.

"What happened Luke?"

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Hey guys,

It's me Rabia. I split the chapter in two otherwise it would be a damn long chapter. So the second part will be up tomorrow or tonight. I hope you enjoyed it.

Have a nice day :)

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