Meeting Life.

14. He what!?

I looked at him

Should he ask me out? Should he ask me to be his girlfriend? My mind was going crazy.

He took my hand and smiled

"I know, it's been a short time since we met. But since then, my life totally changed. To you, i was the idol, and you're the fan. But you weren't just a fan to me. It's quite crazy and complicated, but i want to ask you if you want to spend our lives together and have a lot of fun.

Do you want to be my girl?"

He asked. I was in shock. How could this even happen. He was the only thing that kept me alive. He still is. 2 months ago i was cutting, and being depressed. Everybody kept saying that they would never know my name, who i was. But it happened. It just happened.

"Luke, you've been my hero for years. You still mean the world to me. I still remember the first time we met. I couldn't believe it. Everything changed since then. I still remember those days when I was crying for over the fact that you wouldn't notice me. But one year later, i'm here in melbourne, without my parents, but with lovely friends who caught me. First of all, i want to thank you for everything you've done for me these years. I love you Luke.

Yes"

Luke looked at me, his eyes tearing up, leaning forward to kiss me.

He kissed me very softly, squeezing in my hand while he took back.

"I love you more, Ashley"

2 hours later we were both on twitter, just scrolling.

"@luke_brooks: Best day of my life. <3"

"@Ashleyslife: Best day ever <3"

(Idk i just made a twitter account up lol)

We both just looked at each other and smiled. In seconds my mentions blew up with 'are you and Luke dating'

I just tweeted a simple 'yes' and so did Luke. Everybody went crazy, and then all the questions turned into hate comments. 'You don't deserve him' 'you're ugly'. After reading them all, i tweeted

'Just a friendly reminder that i'm one of you'

And then logged off.

----- 2 months later -----

Everybody got kinda used to it.

When i logged into twitter i saw a picture of luke holding a girl's hand. Who looked pretty much like me, but then i realized that i didn't had those clothes. I asked luke to come over and he rang the doorbell. He was about to give me a kiss but i turned around.

"What's up?" He asked

"Luke, who's the girl?" I asked

"Girl?"

"The girl you're holding hands with"

"What?"

I showed him the picture, he was there and laughed

"Ashley, i was with jai that day. It's photoshop"

"Yeh luke, it's photoshop"

Luke got a bit mad and started yelling at me

"WHY THE FUCK WOULD I DATE ANOTHER GIRL, ASHLEY"

"BECAUSE I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH" i said, a tear rolling down my face, while luke grabs me and says

"Why ashley, why would you think that"

"It's not in my mind, it's all over my body" i said looking down at my arm

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Hi guys,

Rabia and I upload a bit confusing, so let me just explain it.

We're both very busy and we just can't upload on the right time.

So we promise that we will upload a chapter every week. It can be on monday but it also can be on a idk friday?

We're both very sorry, i hope you enjoyed reading the chapter.

Loads of love,

Canan, @sparksonarry