Obsessed

Chapter 8

My arms were crossed and and my back was against the chair and my lips were pressed tightly. Ty was simply being way too much. What was wrong with dancing with someone, someone else than him. And he was making it seem like there was nothing wrong with what he did, or at least 'protecting' his 'property'. I roll my eyes.

And of course he had to come at the best moment. He had to ruin it. Man! 

Ty turned his head to look at me, and rolled his eyes when he saw my crossed arms and my frown. "You still upset about that?" He said as he scooted closer to me, and wrapped his arms around my shoulders. I shrugged away his hands and grunted. 

Ty grinned and placed his hands back . "Loosen up a bit." 

"Seriously Ty, that was really messed up. All that did not have to be done. And I know you realize that." I said. Ty put his hands up in surrender. 

"Ayy, I'm sorry ma'm." I could tell he was trying not to roll his eyes. "I'm sorry. It won't happen again." With that, he turned around and faced his friends. I sighed, and focus on the floor under us. Since Ty, his friends, and I were sitting on some couch that was placed right next to the balcony of the house, we were able to see downstairs. It was a great way to spy, if you ask me.

I was definitely not ashamed to say that I was using this spot to spy on my crush, Kevin. I mean I'm pretty sure lots of other girls would do the same thing.

He has been talking to his friend since Ty led me up here. I watched as his friend forcefully shoved a bottle of beer into his hands. He laughed and quickly handed the beer back into his friend's hands. His friend seemed disappointed that he refused the drink, and I could see him saying something. But I could tell that Kevin was nowhere near to paying attention. I stared at him as his eyes traveled to stare at something else.

Well, someone else.

My eyes traveled to who he was looking at and they landed on a girl. Lorane. Immediately, I felt my a sick feeling in my stomach. 

Lorane was wearing a long tightly fitted dress and her curly hair was put up into a ponytail that felled closely to her shoulders. She wore no makeup and still, he radiant brown skin still shone.

Yes, she was definitely that  girl. Not that girl who everyone hated because she used her beauty and body for entertainment, or that girl who was considered easy. No, she was that girl who kept to herself, that girl who always dressed classy, who was intelligent, who every boy wanted and couldn't have, who girls only could dreamt of being.

You could say she was the epitome of what society wanted a girl or woman to be.

I wasn't jealous of her. That's not why that sick feeling in my stomach was for. No, I just knew with her, I had no chance whatsoever with Kevin. I could see that he was interested in her, and maybe Lorane would give him a chance.

It didn't surprise me. It wasn't like I would have more of a chance with him with another girl.

I sigh, and letting that sink in. Just because I danced with him, and he kind of flirted with me, didn't mean he was interested. That was the sad truth for me. I looked down at the ground, suddenly overwhelmed by a sudden feeling of sadness.

Man, I was lame! Here I was feeling all sad and down because some guy didn't like me, while other girls were out there enjoying their gah-dam life. I was a loser. And my parents would be disappointed. The fact that I was over here all worried about my life, and not about my grades, I should have been ashamed of myself. At least according to them.

Dang it! Dang it! My parents! I needed to get home quick. I pull myself up from my couch and grabbed my purse. "Ty-" My lips were automatically shut.