Obsessed

Chapter 16

It's been weeks and I still couldn't get over what had happened at Juli's house.

I was still so embarrassed. I felt the need to hide my face whenever Kevin was near. I guess the message had gotten through that I really wanted nothing to do with him, and so he stayed away.

It probably didn't affect him anyway. We weren't close friends. And his actions showed it. Whenever he was near me and I walked the other way, his eyes remained emotionless. So he must have been unaffected by this.

But I couldn't deny that didn't hurt. Because I couldn't deny I still had feelings for him.

And that's why him seeing me hurt and embarrassed me so much. There's a something awfully heartbreaking about the person you feel so much feelings for seeing your biggest insecurities. Seeing that you really are nothing compared to them.

I wondered what disgusted thoughts had flew in his minds. He probably compared me to other girls as a speck of dust.

A single tear fell from the corner of my eye. I was so ugly, it was sad.

"Babe, are you okay?"

I've been so stuck on my insecurities, that I forgot to celebrate that someone was willing to appreciate them.

"I'm fine." I looked up at Ty, plastering a fake smile. Ty studied me for a second the pecked my lips. The action did not comfort me.

Ty had asked me out two days after what had happened at Juli's house and I said yes. We've been dating for two weeks now and I still did not feel any excitement for finally being in a relationship. Not the excitement that I expected and waited to feel.

Ty gathered me in his arms and squeezed me. I giggled. Then unexpectedly, he started to tickle my sides. I bursted out laughing and in between some, I gasped for air so I could tell him to stop.

When he finally stopped, Ty sat me on his lap. "You know I'm ticklish, man. Don't do that!"

"You can't tell me what to do, hun." Ty laughed. I laughed with him. His eyes focused on my face and my breaths became rapid.

I had no idea what he saw in me.

His leaned in and pressed his lips against mines. He kissed me hard, his tongue wrapping around mines. He pulled me in close and I heard him groan. I instantly pulled back.

We were in a public place. Even though we were hidden, and almost no one in our school came here. But still, I was uncomfortable. No one needed to see us making out.

Ty pulled out his phone and started to play on it. I was still on his lap and grabbed my tray filled with disgusting school lunch.

Low key, I wished I was sitting with my friends in our table, but Ty had forced me to be with him alone.

I bit into my sandwich and I heard a click. I look at Tyrone to see his phone camera aimed at me. I grabbed the phone away from him and quickly deleted the photo.

"Hey!" Ty groaned. "Why did you delete it?! That's not fair!"

"You're not fair! Taking a pic of me while I'm not ready!" I argued back.

Ty rolled his eyes and took the phone from me. "It was a nice picture though."

I snorted. "It was." He repeated.

I continued to eat my food while Ty tried to sneak a picture. Eventually, I hid his phone from him. When the bell for the end of lunch finally rang, I gave it back.

"You're really not fair, Sabienne. All I wanted was beautiful picture of my beautiful girlfriend." Girlfriend. That still sounded weird. Oh my gosh, I'm a girlfriend! This world is really turning up side down!