A Miracle It Is (#AMII) [Not Yet Completed]

Chapter 3

This Chapter is heartily dedicated to my loving friend
@Ayeshani
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EDITED & RE-ADDED on 20.11.2017!

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Elaine's POV

"Ela..Baby just listen to me.." mum's voice pierced my ears as I sat down on the bed broken into million pieces..

"No mum.. I don't want to listen to you.... You won't get any other answer than a 'No' from me...." Said I for the millionth time in a broken voice still with tears running down on my cheeks.

"Tell me. How could you do this to me...?" At least you could have asked me once...."

"I did this for your betterment.."

"For my betterment? For god's sake, How can that be for my goodness when you have decided to give me in a marriage for the sake of that damn deal...?"

"Don't say it my princess.." her voice merely came out.

"That's the truth here. Don't deny it mum... How could you do that to your own daughter...? Just tell me mum..." my heart was twisting with this new pain my mum recently caused me to go through..

"No...baby... It's not just because of the debt that your father had to pay for Xanders' I have agreed to this marriage... There is something more than that my baby..." I felt my mum's voice wobble with emotions.

No mum.. whatever the reason would be, I am really mad at you.. now...

"You know, I am your mum and I would have never agreed to give my daughter in a marriage just for a deal and just to pay the debts that my husband had left on me... You know, Nigel is the best and the most perfect man that I could propose for my daughter. I have known and heard about his great charisma... He is a tough boy, I know, but he has the respect for his mum... A boy who ever respects his mum, will never let his woman go through any worries and pain.. You know..what I try to tell you.. He will love you with all his heart and protect you my princess.. Just trust your mum.."

Oh God mum! How can I tell it?

"I--I don't want to marry this soon.. I am still twenty one..." I mananged to weave a lie...

"Oh baby.. That won't be a thing to worry about... Your mum got married at the age of eighteen and got pregnant with you at twenty... So I was a little behind you when comparing to your age... You are a brave girl and I know you can do this.. You will have a good life with Nigel. Trust me!" she said taking me to another world of pain that I could not contain myself from crying more and more. I didn't say anything as the twist in my heart was too much to bear.

Breaking the silence that had woven a tense layer of air between us my mum voiced.. "Is that the real reason you are afraid of..? Or you are still fearing to fall in love again?"

Oh mum! Don't make me weak.

I can't agree with this mum...

Because..Because I am already pregnant with a baby of a guy that I even don't know of..

If I said you that, you would never tolerate it...

''Ela.. Are you listening to me?" Her hands cupped my cheeks looking into my eyes and the love and careness that held in those orbs made me pierce to the heart with guilt. "Baby.. Tell me what is your answer?" I slightly brushed her hands off my face and looked away from her to the blank space.

I can't do this.. I can't marry him.

How I desperately wanna tell you about this mum.

I can't cheat on a man.