Schizoaffective | Luna (AustinFFA)

{ 21. You've Got Me Thinking }

You took my hand and you never let go
Well I was so sure but now I just don't know
You've got me thinking
You've got me thinking about you

"I'm so glad you could make it" Austin's mom smiles as she opens the door for me and Willow. 

"Of course, wouldn't miss one of your famous parties" Willow laughed, grabbing my hand and pulling me inside. Austin is standing in the living room with a drink.

"Hey" he walks over to us and wraps his arm around me.

I watched as his family and friends move around the house. Drinking. Dancing. Being happy. I didn't feel happy anymore. The weight of the pain came over me again. I knew that he was leaving me...I knew that he would come back...at least I hoped so.

The thing is, Austin is beautiful. His personality is amazing and he's just s great person in general. How can I be sure that he won't find someone new when he goes to Leafy's? Someone better...

"You okay?" he asks me as his fingers tangle with mine.

I nod and give him a soft smile. We walk to the kitchen where I pour myself something to drink. I see Willow dancing with one of Austin's old friends. He chose me over her...so maybe he won't get rid of me so easily?

It's funny how a day ago he made me so happy. How he made me so sure of myself.

And now he's the reason I question everything.