Maybe I'm better off dead
If I was would it finally be enough
To shut out all those voices in my head?
"Robyn?" Willow walks into my room. I was currently sitting against my bed, scraping nail polish off my nails.
I look up at her to see that Arianne was with her. "Hi...." I say.
They sit on each side of me so I'm sitting in the middle. "Are you okay? With the whole Austin situation...?" Arianne asked me. I just shake my head.
They try to make me feel better, saying that he's just busy and that's why he's not calling. That he's been posting videos everyday and working on new ones at the same time.
But all I can hear is the voices in my head. They're screaming at me.
He doesn't love you
He prefers his career
Why would you ever think you're good enough
Die
Kill yourself
You'll do him a favor
"STOP!" I scream out, tears running down my cheeks. The girls look at me before pulling me into a hug.
Maybe I'm better off dead. Maybe that'll stop the voices in my head...
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Schizoaffective | Luna (AustinFFA)
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