{ 22. Seventeen Is Just A Test }

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Seventeen is just a test
Yeah and I would recommend
That you live with no regrets
And even if it seems

Like the world was crushing on you


"Im leaving tonight" Austin said to me.

"I know" I replied.

It was now January 5th, and I prayed that Austin would change his mind and stay with me, but he didn't. He didn't because I didn't ask him to.

I can see his parents putting his bags into the car. I keep in the sigh that is on the verge os escaping. I want him to be happy, more than I want myself to be happy.

He starts playing with my hair, placing soft kisses on my shoulder. I pulled on my sweater with my hand. 

"You mean a lot to me...so keep living when I leave. I know that no matter how much you say that you're fine, you aren't completely. But you're only 17 and this is just a stage of your life and you'll get over it. You'll live into your 20s, go to college, we'll get married and have a family...because...because I love you Robyn. I want that to happen because I'm so in love with you"

I close my eyes as the tears go down. I feel this thumbs on my cheeks, wiping them away.

"I love you" 

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