Fate's Design: A Christian "CC" Coma Love Story

chapter 64: beach days and returns

-CC's point of view -
This past week has been amazing. I have the perfect wife, well in my eyes, I'm the drummer in a rocking band, and the sex may be better when you're married. I laid in the bed with our bay window open you could see the private beach from here and Christina was sound asleep. I think it's a good thing we are going home tomorrow she has a fever which sucks but I know she had fun this week. We were in Hawaii which seemed fitting seeing as how she is a little Island girl, not really but she looked damn cute learning how to hula dance. I looked at her face baren of make up, her hair spread out on the pillows, her little freckles showing, she was is beautiful.  I can't wait to have a little us running around. I know she's a great mom and she tells me I'll be a great dad so I guess now we try and wait. She won't say it but I can see it in her eyes when we talk about kids she is scared. I don't know what of but she is scared. Maybe it is because she lost their little boy and she thinks she can't have more kids. Or maybe it is because I'll be touring and she'll be alone when it's happening. I don't know but I can tell she is scared. I watched her as she slept her breathing even and every now and then she would crinkle her nose, simply beautiful.

"Husband if you keep staring at me how am I supposed to sleep?"

"How did you even know?"

"I can feel your eyes burning into me. What's on your *yawn* mind?"

"Just how beautiful you are and how lucky I am."

"Is that all?"

"Are you feeling any better?"

"Yes I am. Now what else is on your mind?"

"How do you know me so well?"

"Christian you're avoiding the question."

"Busted, I am thinking about kids and how I can't wait to have a mini us running around."

"Then why wait?" The opened her eyes and looked at me for the first time this morning. This was the best time her eyes were lighter in the mornings when she first wakes up and they match her freckles.

"No seriously." She sat up and rolled over onto my lap looking down at me. Her hair slightly curled and she was smiling.

"Christian Mora I am 100% serious. Let's try, let's make a baby." I sat up holding her behind her back as she wrapped her arms around my neck.

"Seriously?"

"Husband, you are so cute and having a baby with you would make me happy. Let's try for a baby. Right here right now."

"Are you-" I didn't even get to finish my sentence because she silenced me with a kiss. This kiss was like many we have shared before it was loving and passionate. I'll spare you the details of how we did the dead but it was more than just sex we made love, we wanted to ensure that if we do conceive it boy or girl will be a product of our true and pure love.

"CC what if this works for us?"

"What do you mean?"

"If we did make a beautiful bundle of nerves and tissue how will it work?"

"Like we will raise it?"

"I mean with the band love. When we get back you guys are going back to the studio and once you finish you'll tour the world and I don't want you to miss out on anything. I don't want you to leave and come back and our baby is like almost a year old. It won't really know you and I'll miss you."

"Baby is that what you have been afraid of? How we will make it work?"

"Well yes aren't you?"

"No, do you want to know why?"