Chapter 23: You're So Beautiful

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-CC's point of view-

John: "CC that was some awesome drumming are you ready for your solo tonight?"
"Yeah I'm ready."
Ashley: "dude what's wrong you haven't been yourself since you got here?"
"I don't know I just have a feeling that something is going to happen today."
Andy: "yeah we are going to play for our fans and party like we always do."
"Yeah I guess your right just nerves huh. Hey I'm going to head to the bathroom if you all see John's guest tell them I'll see them later."
Ashley: "will do."

I can't shake this feeling that something bad is going to happen tonight. I don't know maybe it won't even be bad I just have these feeling that something is going to go down today. Buzz buzz. I got a message from Lauren it says "hey I hope you have fun on tour but I think it would be best if we just called it quits we are always do busy and I just don't feel it anymore." Yep this was definitely bad but whatever I wasn't feeling it anymore but I was at least going to do it face to face. I don't even feel like I wanna play tonight.
Ashley: "whoa CC who's the hottie with the body in your dressing room?" The fuck is he talking about there shouldn't be anyone in there.
Ashley: "well if you turn around you will see a God in his own right."
"Can you please go see who it's talking to I just want to be alone right now."
Jinxx: "sure thing man."
Ashley: "I thought her hair was violet not her name." Oh John's niece must be in there from what it sounds like she's a good person John talks so highly of her. He said she goes to some school up north that she wants to be a teacher and came all the way over here so he could see his great niece. I wonder where the dad is I know I wouldn't leave my kid I don't care what happens that's my kid. He must be an asshole. I watched Jinxx go over and continued to talk to John.
John: "are you sure you're okay CC?"
"Yeah I'm fine I'm just going to chill in my room for a while try and get in my zone. Later." I didn't even notice the little girl standing next to him she had a bunch of AP fashion on and looked a little like Purdy boy but he doesn't have any kids. I went straight down to my dressing room and wad rereading the message over and over she just dumped me through text that fucking sucks. I turned the corner and as soon as I did I crashed right into someone.
"Ugh shit fuck!" She hit the ground with a thud that looked like it hurt.

"Oh my god are you okay?" She looked up at me with big Brown eyes that I swear would make my heart melt. Hey lips were perfectly plump with a light pink on them. Her hair was a deep Brown and styled to perfection and get voice was something of an Angel. But in her eyes she looks like she has been hurt so much. How long have I been staring at her? Is she okay? "Miss say something are you okay?" I need to know she it's okay. I feel this connection with her I wonder if she feels it.
Violet: "huh what yeah I'm fine just a little dirty no harm done."
"That's good I would hate to hurt s pretty lady like yourself. I'm Christian coma but everyone calls me CC." She giggled and it sounded like bells that were being rung by angels.
Violet: "that explains so much."
What does that mean? "Where were you running off to?"
Violet: "oh ummm no where I was just in the wrong room I'll just go sorry." No don't go stop.
"Hey no wait what's your name?"
She cocked an eyebrow at me and replied "my my name?"
Haha she is adorable when she is nervous "yeah you know what people call you ?"
Violet: "oh it's violet."
"Like John's niece violet?"
Violet : "I'm the one."
"I thought your hair was violet?"
Violet : "it as I dyed it back to it's natural color this morning." She looked just wow.
"Well I like it." Wink at her. Awe she's blushing that's so adorable.
We decided to just sit there and talk for a while. It has been a long time since I just sat there and talked to a girl. When she talked about her life I was amazed. She didn't talk much about her post but she tells me that she is in her last semester if college and that she will have her PhD in education. Also she had a little girl Angelic Faith. She is turning five soon and the dad want there not that she really have him much choice she said he cheated on her she looked hurt talking about him. Also while we were talking she kept looking over her shoulder almost as if she was afraid of someone coming in. I wonder what that's about. I seen she was wearing AP fashion and told her I would go get him but she explain that she only wore it to make her daughter happy. I was oddly glad she didn't have a boyfriend or like Ashley she was really beautiful. I hade seen her kid but didn't say much she was very close to her uncle John's leg. She asked if she could confide in me and I was reluctant so I didn't want to say yes but she looked like she really just needed to vent.She told me about how when she was younger she got married and had a kid she told me all about it and that her name wasn't really Violet. Her life sucked. She told me she used to pay music and now the only time she played was to put her little girl to sleep. I wouldn't leave her or my kid she is amazing to be able to do ask of this and to have survived her life she had been through hell. Eventually she had left because Chris came to get her hee sounded pretty upset. She said she didn't have a boyfriend so I don't know what was up his ass but I needed to ask Ashley what was his ex wife's name because from the sounds it she described a Ashley maybe that's who she was looking over her shoulder for what was her name...

-time skip to when CC announced who he thought she was-
Dammit now Ashley will be pissed but he looks hurt all in the same I know Ashley that's my brother he wouldn't get married and cheat not if he was actually going to get married art least. He said his wife cheated on him and add he was telling the story I watched pain cross Violet's face. I don't think anyone else noticed it. Then when Andy we talking shit and Ashley was letting him it started to grow then turn to anger and she snapped she's a fighter that's hot. But we have a show to do. Focus CC focus.

I played through the set and as Andy was playing rebel yell I looked up from my set the whole time her played watching violet she was in the VIP room above the crowd watching us. After that song we had one more on our list IN the end.

In the end
As you fade into the night (oh whoa oh oh)
Who will tell the story of your life?

In the end
As my soul's laid to rest
What is left of my body
Or am I just a shell?
And I have fought
And with flesh and blood I commanded an army
Through it all
I have given my heart for a moment of glory
(I gave it all)

In the end
As you fade into the night (oh whoa oh oh)
Who will tell the story of your life (oh whoa oh oh)
And who will remember your last goodbye (oh whoa oh oh)
'Cause it's the end and I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid to die.

I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid to die

Born a saint
But with every sin I still wanna be holy
I will live again
Who we are
Isn't how we live we are more than our bodies
If I fall I will rise back up and relive my glory

In the end
As you fade into the night (oh whoa oh oh)
Who will tell the story of your life (oh whoa oh oh)
And who will remember your last goodbye (oh whoa oh oh)
'Cause it's the end and I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid to die

In the end
As you fade into the night (oh whoa oh oh)
Who will tell the story of your life (oh whoa oh oh)
And who will remember your last goodbye (oh whoa oh oh)
'Cause it's the end and I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid to die

Who will remember this last goodbye (oh whoa oh oh)
'Cause it's the end and I'm not afraid
I'm not afraid to die

Not afraid
I'm not afraid to die
No not afraid
I'm not afraid to die!

We gathered together and bowed for the fans best show yet. We walked off and seen the same little girl walking with John she brought us water and Ashley started to talk her Jake whispered that she kind of looked like Ashley and admittedly she did. No Ashley would know he a kid? My brother messed up because he is positive that's his kid. Shits about to the fan.

-time skip-
Violet is Christina. Christina is a Purdy marriage. Angelic Faith is Ashley's daughter. I think i like Ashley's wife. My head hurts. We all decided to go see Angelic Faith instead drink I slowly started fall behind getting lost my own thoughts.
Christina: "hey Ana watch with Faith i have talk someone okay?"
Ana: looks between me Christina "gotcha watch him." Christina waited until they all went the big bvb dressing room and then walked to me.
Christina: "hey coma you okay?"
"Yeah I'm fine just is hurting."
Christina: "you sure that's all?"
"Well Ashley like brother and told much about brutally honest you and how you cheated so we kinda didn't like you after today I don't know how i feel.
Christina: "might i make a suggestion?"
"Couldn't hurt."
Christina: "judge me for who i am and what you see not what other people say. I will do that with you will you do that for me?"
"Deal. But can start over like real things?"
Christina: "if you wish. Hello my name is Christina Marie Purdy and i was a fan of your band. I am 28 and a daughter Angelic Faith Purdy who turning five. It's an honor to meet you."
"Hi name Christian 'coma' Mora but everyone calls me CC. I am the drummer in bvb and Ashley's best friend. It's honor finally meet you."
Christina: "thanks being CC I needed that today."
"No problem there isn't anything i wouldn't do for you."
Christina: "your a great guy CC whoever gets must be a good woman."
"Actually i got dumped today."
Christina: "I'm sorry." She hugged me and as she did I looked down at her has the biggest and brownest eyes I've ever seen we got caught in moment kissed. I heard beating drums racing with our hearts. My head cleared and all i seen was a life with her. Then pulled away.
Christina: "we ugh should get in there. I have some things to tell Faith. Plus i wouldn't miss Andy singing her."
"Yeah we should get in there. Hey we tell about this." I swear I see a tinge of pain her.
Christina: "yeah no problem."

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