Fate's Design: A Christian "CC" Coma Love Story

Chapter 5: Freshman Year

Song: Ronnie Radke ft Andy Biersack- Asshole (I do not own)

Picture of Betty (I do not own)

~Time Skip Freshman Year~

            So Sammi and I have been friends for a year and now we are in high school. Awesome right! Wrong it could be better after weeks of searching for that guy I gave up maybe I’m going crazy. I probably am crazy. I’m 15 now, Jimmy and Jonny are 17 ,and Sammi and Phil are 16. He still has not removed his hoodie so even though he is Sammi he is still my Turtle boy.

I have grown increasing feeling for the masked Turtle known as Sammi much to my distain and his ignorance. He started to date this girl Betty, ugh just her name pisses me off, around the last two months of 8th grade. She shows up at our practices and is all over him like why, can you not. Me and Sam don’t hang out much unless we are practicing or in class. It hurts to see them all lovey-dovey and hell yes I will admit it I’m jealous. (note: Song Avril Lavigne- Girlfriend https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bg59q4puhmg) But whatever this stupid blond Barbie doll (note: I have nothing against blonds.) she is so fake but I bite my tongue and bare it for Sam. I’ve wonder if she has seen him without a hoodie. Probably how else would she be able to suck off his face!

            I’ve started to talk to Jimmy and Jonny about my feeling for their brother seeing as how they are my friends too. They are cool not really sure if they have ever been in this position but they are cool.  They tell me to hold strong and wait it out but its hard I swear my hopes were crushed when he brought her to our first practice and I can’t help but be the slightest bit angry every time she comes near my drums like you already have Sam do you want my fucking set too! On a lighter note Phil asked me out on a date two weeks ago and I told him no but he understood once I explained it.

~Flashback Two Weeks~

(Phil is in bold, Christina is in italics, and everyone else is both.)

“Hey Christina rocking job today.”

“Thanks Phil way to shred on that guitar.”

“Thanks. So can I walk you home today?”

“Um random I thought Jimmy and Jonny were going to walk me?”

Jimmy: “Sorry Chrin we were going to but…”

Jonny: “…our lady friends said they were coming over. ;)”

“Gross Jonny, just gross. Anyways to answer your question Phil, yeah sure.”

“Sweet. Bye guys and Betty.”

“Bye guys and Betty”

Jimmy: “Bye you too.”

Jonny: “Bye Chrin. Bye Phil.”

Sam: “Bye drummer girl. Bye Phil.”

Betty: “Bye you two. By the way you would make the most fabulous couple ever.” Phil and I both blushed but I swear I heard Sam scoff I just rolled my eyes and left. About half way to my house Phil and I sat at a park because he made me.

“Hey Christina can I ask you a question?”

“Well Philip my dear boy you just did but you may ask another. :P”

“Hmm… okay do you think maybe ummm never mind.”

“Phil seriously what’s on your mind?”

“Well Christina do you think you would maybe want to go on a date with ummm me?” Wait what? Did Phil just ask me out? He has never showed any signs of liking me. Oh god I’m going to ruin the band if I say no but it’ll be worse if that’s the only reason I say yes. Ugh be honest, you can do this Phil is a good guy he’ll understand.

“Phil don’t take this the wrong way but I couldn’t do that to you. I like you, but only as my friend. You’re awesome and I’m sure great for someone but I really like Sam and it’s not fair to you if I say yes knowing I won’t be fully committed to you because of my feelings for him. ”

“Thanks for being honest Chrin.”

“No problem Phil still friends?”

“Of course you can’t get rid of me that easy. Let’s get you home.”

“Awesome.”

~End of Flashback~

            Whatever Christina focus drum, drum!

(Note: Sam- s Christina- c Jonny-Jon Jimmy- Jim Phil-p. Also if you do not know how to play telephone I suggest you look that up before continuing.)

S:”Alright stop!” Whoa what’s up Sam’s ass? “Christina! Why aren’t you focusing?! You are so off beat today you’re making dogs cry!”

C: “What crawled up your ass and died!?!”

S: “How was your date with Phil?!”

C: “Wait what?”

S: “Yeah awesome happy little couple!”

C: “Huh?”

S: “You fucking heard me Christina!”

C: “Whoa fucking pause! Jonny telephone!” Points at Jonny while holding my thumb to my ear and pinky to my mouth.

Jon: “Jonny here.”

C: “What the balls is your brother talking about?”

Jon: “He thinks you went on a date with Phil.”

C: “Is he fucking aware I didn’t?”

Jon: “Nope.”

C: “Let’s 3-way Phil shall we.”

Jon: “Phil telephone.”

P: “What’s up?”

C: “do you hear Sam right now?!”

P: “Hellz yeah!”

Jon: “Did you take her out?”

P: “Nope.”

C: “What did I tell you?”

Jim: “Hold up! Chrin telephone!”

C: “For-way Jim you’re with us!”

Jim: “You sure you want him to know?”

C: “It’s about time. Phil answer, now!

P: “You said no because you have feelings for lover boy over there.”

C: “Is this what you boys know?”

Phil, Jimmy, Jonny: “Yes.”

C: “Bye.”

P: “Bye.”

Jon: “See yah.”

Jim: “Toodles.”

C: “Sam you’re an asshole and I’m going home. I don’t even understand why you care you have your fucking Barbie doll to keep you company!” I didn’t let him say anything I could hear him calling my I just didn’t want to listen so I ran and kept running until my chest hurt. I wouldn’t talk or look at him unless it involved the band. During practice I would focus, play, and leave. It sucks doing this to him and our friendship but he had no right to be mad we didn’t even go on a date and I don’t understand why he would care he has Betty. (note: Actually happened song she listened to when she got home The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus- Face Down https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Ux6SlOE9Qk)