Karmagisa stuff

Angst 5

⚠️Warning: self harm⚠️

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Nagisa POV

"Karma-kun?" Not in here either. I notice heavy breathing and run towards the sound, hoping it was karma. I swing the door to the bathroom. "Karma!" I sit next to him and feel his head. He's burning! I grab a cold towel and press it softly against his face.

"Oh? I didn't notice you there." He chuckles and tries to sit up. He groans and falls back down. "I can't feel my feet." Is he paralyzed?! Please be alright! His face got a little redder. "My chest is tight. I can't breath Nagi." He coughs a little, still smiling. Is it his shirt?

"H-hold still, I'll try to help." I nervously unbutton his shirt. I pull it of gently. His ribs... His stomach is sunken in and every rib is visible. "What is this?" I take a sharp breath, holding back tears.

"What's that thing you do when you're a child... When you hate something, you forget about it, forget to take care of it. In my case I just refuse to feed it, ever." He looks at the ceiling with the same dazed look. "I ate that bento though." He smiles out of the corner of his eye. We were supposed to make our friends bentos today. He ate that?

"When was the last time you ate, before my bento?" He looks out the window.

"I don't know... Last week I think I had an apple or something..." He shrugs. Oh god... You need to eat you idiot!

"I'll make you a bento everyday if it means you'll eat!" I let the tears fall freely down my face.

"Why would you do that? I'll just tell you I ate it."

"I love you you idiot! (B-Baka!) I LOVE YOU! Is it that hard to understand that I don't want to see you die like this?!"

"I'm not dy-"

"Yes you are!" I push him into his room and onto his bed.

"You don't know."

"I can tell by looking at you you aren't healthy. Just eat. Please." I kiss his head.

"Sure." He snuggles his hair into the blankets.

"Don't lie to me."

"I don't lie when it comes to you-"

"You said you were fine." I raise an accusing eyebrow. He rolls his eyes and finishes his statement.

"If you feed me, hell, if you're with me, I will eat. I only need some part of you to remind me that you love me."

"All you needed was a little extra love." I brush his hair away and kiss his forehead. "Because you couldn't love yourself enough."

A/n I am an evil person. I need to eat as well tho... Fooooooooood oh wait, nobody cares in this hell house called school.

Extra A/n GUESS WHO DECIDED TO FUCKING UPDATE! THIS BITCH! But yea I'm working on a lot of different parts (like +5 drafts) and a suggestion 😏 you know who you are