Making a impression

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It's the first day of school week of high school and I walk into the double doors and everyone is talking and having a good time. I go to my homeroom and sit in a random seat in the back of the room and try not to make any enemies in the first ten minutes of high school. People all say its the first day that can make or break your high school life. That's a lot to live up to considering I am most definitely not the most popular girl I'm school if anything I'm the completely opposite. I try to keep my head down so i don't accidental give anyone a strange look. When I am in class I tend to wonder off in space and think about random stuff I don't want to. I can't wait for this day to be over so I can go home and get away from people. If you haven't noticed I'm kinda not a people person. 

I don't really show people any type of feeling I guess I would if I would have known whose genes I was. I guess my birth mother must have thought I was  kind of a big mistake and a big mess waiting to happen . I guess that's why she left me with my neighbor to go to the store one day and never came back. I always wonder what if she would have came back what is she didn't leave. But that was until today that I realized that she had some issues that she would give up her child. But you can't always tell about some people.

Now I live with my Great Aunt Aggie that has never learned how to put down a bottle of Vodka. She hadn't been the best person to raise a child or to comfort her when she need someone. All she tries does is say "stop all your yapping and hand me that bottle."  So I have never been able to trust someone and will never trust anyone I meet. 

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