Changing Me

The guy and the cancer

Okay so here is the basic break down of the past twenty-four hours.....

Derek left

I met a cute guy

I have cancer............

After Shannon found out that I have cancer she was quiet. It scared me. Once we got home Lilian and her nanny came out of her room. Its surprising how much you don't know until something is wrong. I didn't know she had a nanny.

My phone went off. It was a text. It said "Hey its Andrew from the therapist office." I started to smile. And then I replied " Hi." He asked what i was up to and i told him nothing just thinking. He asked what was on my mind. I explained to him what has been going on and he sent back it doesnt matter what you past or future is like its how you react to what happens.

Oh My Gosh he is so sweet!!!!!!

We were texting for about an hour then he had to go...

I walked out my room and stood there....   I guess i was just late reacting to the new cause I fell to the ground crying. I felt my nose bleeding... Is this what is going to happen like everytime i turn around... why did it have to happen now.......????

Shannon asked me what I wanted to do. I said whatever is best I guess...... Then she started to smile so I saw you with Andrew earlier.. I felt my face turn red. She said so did you get his number. I said yes we were talking earlier. She said that she was wondering what I was doing earlier. 

Later my phone went off again............... It was Andrew i was shock for it to be twice in one day. but I'm glad that it was. He is so sweet he asked if i was single. I said yeah and he said so you see where I'm going with this right i was like -__-. He said so will you go out with me. I said do you want to be dating a girl with cancer. He said when its a girl as cute as you. I said well when you put it like that then how can I say no.