Changing Me

Results...

Early the next morning I woke up next to the window. the light from the morning glow was beautiful. But I had to get up. I walked over to my computer and opened my e-mail I had over twenty unread e-mails. But the one i wanted was not there. I noticed that there was a e-mail from my case worker. I had been so busy i never messaged her back.

I walked out of my room and down the hall. No one was up but what did you expect at four a.m. I decided to go take a bath and finish my book. By the time i was finished with everything it was seven-thirty. I decided to go make a nice breakfast for everyone.

Shannon walked out still in her Pajamas and her hair in a mess. I could tell that she had been crying. She usually rolled out of bed at five-thirty and got dressed and tied up her hair. But Derek leaving changed her. For the worst.

She said that she was fine and that we were going to tell Lilian that Derek had to go away on business. I guess she didn't want anyone to know that something was wrong. I guess that therapists arn't supposed to have troubles.

Shannon said that we should be getting the results anytime now. I didn't want the results. Not now. Not when Derek left her last night. That might set her over the edge. She said that she needed to stop by her office and wanted to know if I wanted to come with her. I said sure.

Once Shannon was finally dressed and ready to leave we got into the car and drove to her office. We got out and walked into the office building. I saw a big mirror with a quote on it. It read " The worst loneliness is to not to be comfortable with yourself" -  Mark Twain. Then I noticed that I was wearing a old grey t-shirt and skinny jeans with a pair of boots and a beanie. I looked like I was a normal teenager. For once. 

As I followed Shannon to her office I saw a guy. He was super cute and well built. He was wearing a pair of sun glasses. He had a pair of converses. blue jeans and a grey hooded sweatshirt with some logo on it. He noticed me staring at him and he started to smile. He took out his headphones and walked over to me. I started to blush a little. 

He has the most amazing smile. He is so cute. He asked me my name i told him CeCe he said "nice name mine is Andrew." I said " well Andrew I gotta go with my ummmm well Shannon, sorry i tend to babble when I'm nervous." He started to smile and said "okay but can i have your number?" I gave it to him and went to find Shannon.

She was sitting in a chair in her office. She had her head in her lap and she looked up and said I got the results.....

YOU HAVE CANCER................................