You And I

Chapter 11:

Syd:

I was sitting in Niall's apartment while he was at the studio, I was off today and I was enjoying it. It was getting close to dinner time so I made some homemade pizza being that Niall loves pizza. I put the rest in the oven and went and curled up on the couch. I was watching some romantic comedy when I realized that Niall and I were nothing like a real couple. No one really knew we were dating, not even his fans, he wanted to keep it private, but now I think he just wants it to be a secret. Does he not want people to know about me?

I was pulled out of my thoughts when the door shut. I looked and Niall walked into the living room. He went to kiss me and I turned my head causing him to kiss my cheek. "So how was your day off baby?" He asked as he went and hung his coat and took off his shoes.

"Great." I said trying to put on a fake smile and get the thoughts out of my head. Why does he want to keep us a secret.

"There's pizza in the oven, homemade, I figured you would want something to eat when you got home." I said as his eyes lit up and he ran for the kitchen.

I laughed halfheartedly at his reaction before I just stared off into space. Does he not really love me? Am I not his type? Does he not want to be more than friends? Have his feelings changed? I hadn't realized I was crying until something wet fell onto my hand. I quickly whipped my eyes but it was too late, Niall already saw, the damage was already done.

"Baby what's wrong?" He asked running over to me as I started to break down.

He threw his arms around me and pulled me into a tight hug. He stroked my hair while he tried to calm me down. I finally got control over the sobs and pulled my head off his chest to see he had a few tears rolling down his cheeks.

"What's wrong, why are you crying?" I asked looking at him as I whipped my face.

"You're crying, somethings wrong, and I haven't been hear to take your mind off of it or to fix it." He said whipping his tears.

"It's just... We're nothing like regular couples. We hide everything we do, we don't even live together, we are over at each others houses all the time but if anyone but our friends catch us we tell them we are just really good friends. I felt maybe you just didn't want to be with me anymore." I said trying to keep from crying.

"No of course I want to be with you. I have wanted to be with you since I saw you sitting at your desk that day at the studio. I didn't even realize you were the same girl that I loved when I was nine. The truth is, I love you Sydney and I would be so lost without you. When we were fighting I swear I just cried myself to sleep every night. I know we're not like normal couples, but who wants to be like them anyway. You and I, we don't wanna be like them, we should want to be different. We can tell the public and fans whenever you are ready, but I only kept it a secret because I didn't want the fans saying things to you or about you and making you upset. I don't want anything to come between us. I love you Syd." He said kissing me. The kiss wasn't like any other we have shared before. This one was sweet, passionate, and most importantly, full of love.