My Original Songs

If I Were Okay

One of those days when the class bully is being an ass

One of those days when you flunk a test you think you'd pass

One of those days where your head belongs in a car crash

If I were okay, I'd hold you so close

Even if just for a day, I would love to be your hearts host

If I were okay, I wouldn't fake a smile

I wouldn't look away, If you walked by again

And you don't notice, I don't think you care

But I'm not okay, And you're not there

So I'm alone, once more

I want life to stop shoving me around

Stop pushing me to the ground

I'm breaking

This is a mistake and.. and I'm barely breathing

So stop telling me to stand back up, I can't get air into my lungs

I'm so sick of it, this is it, I'm lost yeah now I'm done

If I were okay, I'd hold you so close

Even if just for a day, I would love to be your hearts host

If I were okay, I wouldn't fake a smile

I wouldn't look away if you walked by

And you don't notice, I don't think you care

But I'm not okay, And you're not there

And no one notices the angry red lines, they act like they have no time

So I'm breaking and I shaking and I'm far from living and they don't even notice

So look me in the eye and I promise I won't lie, I really wanna die and I don't think I'd be missed

I've never been kissed

I've never really lived

I've never felt okay

So look me in the eye and I promise I won't lie, I really wanna die and I don't think I'd be missed

I've never been kissed

I've never really lived

I've never felt okay