Can I just give up on being alive?
Can I give up on being so kind?
Can I be allowed be myself
Can I be the person I love
No
I have to impress
No
I have to be like this
But what I was normal
What I was me
Can I be happy?
Just for once?
Please
What did do wrong
How does this hurt you?
Me being who I like
How does affect you?
I'm sorry if I'm not fucking perfect
Like your plastic dolls
I'm sorry if I'm who you want me to be
I am me
I'm the person I want be
I think?
Can I just give up on being alive?
Can I give up on being so kind?
Can I be allowed be myself
Can I be the person I love
No
I have to impress
No
I have to be like this
But what I was normal
What I was me
Can I be happy?
Just for once?
Please
I'm one step from falling of the edge
Oh shit my arms bleeding again
Running out of band aids
Can't tell mom why we keep on needing more
Just another reason to hate me again
Fuck someone's at the door
Saying 'honey I heard a shout'
Nah who cares anyways
Not like you want me for me
Put that smile on my face
Wipe of my arm
'Come in!'
Can I just give up on being alive?
Can I give up on being so kind?
Can I be allowed be myself
Can I be the person I love
No
I have to impress
No
I have to be like this
But what I was normal
What I was me
Can I be happy?
Just for once?
Please
Damn
Happened again
Pills this time
Feeling..
Little..
Tipsy..
Shit I'm in the hospital
Mom's crying dad's shouting
Sis won't talk and I'm flipping
I'm trying to defend myself
'It's not my fault!'
'Oh yes it is young lady!!'
They leave for the night
All there is is the beep of a machine
If I could reach
I could get that vial
Damn short arms
Damn life
Can I just give up on being alive?
Can I give up on being so kind?
Can I be allowed be myself
Can I be the person I love
No
I have to impress
No
I have to be like this
But what I was normal
What I was me
Can I be happy?
Just for once?
Please
Morning time doctors say my parents aren't coming
But I still have a visitor
Oh shit it's her
Got tears in her eyes
She's asking me why
I just look the sky
Wishing I could leave and fly
She takes my hand and begs me to smile
'The real one. Please.'
Wait what
She noticed
She cared
Heh, um, what?!
'You're perfect to me'
Oh shit plot twist
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My Original Songs
Poetry48# in Poetry 23/3/17 These are songs that I wrote by myself with all my heart and soul. You can use them in song fics or share them with your friends but please don't claim them as your own because I put alot of work into these. Anyways, I hope you...
