My Original Songs

Break

I try and I break

And I cry and I fake

I'm dying on the inside but no one bats an eye

It's five after four I have to wake up early today

I can't go to sleep my dreams keep on caving in on me

I try and I break

And I cry and I fake

I have a repeat track of everything you've said to me

Some make me smile and some make me bleed

I can't stop thinking about you and what you said

I wish I could make it better

Would it be easier if I was dead?

I try and I break

And I cry and I fake

I know I'm not good enough, I never will be

But I'm fighting right now to be the person you want me to be

It's who I am what I want or who you wanna see

I don't know it's all just way too much for me

Maybe if I died you'd be a lot happier

I can see your nights would be a lot quieter

I try and I break

And I cry and I fake

If I died tonight the sun would shine tomorrow

I doubt anyone would have that weird feeling of being hollow

It's just me left alone to my imagination

I don't know when it started but now I'm breaking

I wanna help I really do

But I'm so much younger and unexperienced compared to you

I try and I break

And I cry and I fake

I watched you cry and break down

Do you know how hard it is to carry that around?

It's not like you to let emotions get the best of things

But I guess me being here gives you less space to breathe

I bet you'd be alot happier when I'm gone

I have to go but for now I'll sit and write this song

I try and I break

And I cry and I fake

I try and I break

And I cry and I fake

I try and I break

And I cry and I fake

I try so hard, don't you see?

But I'm broken on the inside

No one can save me