My Original Songs

Letters

Hi, I have a story to tell

It's about how my life turned from heaven to hell

Begin

Well, first, you always led me on

But-

So it isn't my fault I started writing this song

It just hit me as I finally went to sleep

It was only when I looked at you my heart started to beat

Okay

I was already depressed but you made it brighter

It was like it was dark and you were my lighter

Sure

But it wasn't till recently I finally understood

The flame got too big and it burned before I could-

Stop!

Don't try to defend yourself, I know you don't care

Maybe you just pittied me because what you saw there

Please-

Maybe the scars, or the anxiety too

I don't know why I let myself fall in love with you

Okay but-

What you don't understand is that I'd rather loose my hand then let someone harm you

But if I'm gonna help I'll have to disarm you

Oh

I can't trust anymore because you burned me

I guess you're not concerned about me

I care!

No you don't, I know this for a fact

You didn't even ask if I was okay after I had a panic attack

No you didn't help you didn't care you didn't even ask

I didn't know!

Yes you did! You saw the tears in my eyes

I had cracked, I had lost my disguise

The entire school knew, I know that for a fact

It's been a few weeks but I'm still off track

But I

Don't try to be the hero when you're really the villain

I doubt you think about all the times I've started crying

I know this is selfish for me to say, but have you thought of me once all day?

Well-

That's my point! That's it right there!

I know you don't trust and I know you don't care

You run and you hide and you push me aside

Now I think I'm broken inside

When people ask if I'm okay I'm forced to lie

I'm sorry

Oh, that's new

I've never heard that coming from you