My Original Songs

I Don't Like

I don't really like my life right now

Future is looking bleak

I don't really like my hands right now

Watching red streaks

I don't really like my friends

Right now

Because I feel like no one will help me

I have all these friends

Tens and tens

I'm not alone

But it's nights like this

Where I don't know

If they meant or if they wanna go

I don't really like my smile right now

It's obnoxious

I don't really like my laugh right now

It's contagious

I don't really like pulling attention to myself

Right now

I'm gonna keep liking myself less and less

I have all these friends

Tens and tens

I'm not alone

But it's nights like this

Where I don't know

If they meant or if they wanna go

Sometimes it just isn't deep enough

Sometimes I think too much

And stay in bed until lunch

Because I just won't wanna get up

I have all these friends

Tens and tens

I'm not alone

But it's nights like this

Where I don't know

If they meant or if they wanna go

I don't really like my family right now

I don't really like breathing right now

I don't really like seeing my life move on without me

But I won't complain

Because I'm loving myself less and less

Everyday

I have all these friends

Tens and tens

I'm not alone

But it's nights like this

Where I don't know

If they meant or if they wanna go

I have all these friends

Tens and tens

I'm not alone

But it's nights like this

Where I don't know

If they meant or if they wanna go

No one sees

No one sees me

No one sees me drowning

Drowning in the river I filled myself

No one's seen me searching for what's right and what's wrong

No one ever fucking asks why I write such depressing songs

I have all these friends

Tens and tens

I'm not alone

But it's nights like this

Where I don't know

If they meant or if they wanna go

It's nights like this

Where I wanna fly away

And when I don't know

If my friends are gonna stay

Or if they're ready to go