Lost but now Found(ouat peter pan book 2)

Everyone wants me dead. Isnt that just great

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Bella

We danced all night. I was having the time of my life but there was still that nagging thought in the back of my mind. I could die any day now and to tell the truth I am scared. I mean I am only what eighteen years old I have so much to live for. I won't die because some people have a grudge on me. I have sat in the same spot ever since we stopped dancing. I couldn't bring myself to sleep no matter how much I wanted to. The threat over me that I could be dead any day well that's not very settling.

"Love what are you doing still awake?"

I glanced up to see Pan..Shirtless....Looking like he just woke up. It's the middle of the night why is he awake?

"Ya you know it's kind of hard to sleep when people in this forest want you dead."

He chuckled. His laugh was kinda contagise which in turn made me laugh. Gosh it's been forever since I laughed.

"Well remeber how I said I wouldn't let anyone hurt you. I wasn't lying. Come on you can sleep I'm my cabin just like old times."

I sighed. Ok sleep is good and no sleep equals I can't fight back if they were to attack me. Ok I guess.

"Fine Mr.Pan but don't you think it will be like last time so remeber keep your distance."

He laughed and I stood up. Tiredness was creeping through my body and by the time I was at the cabin I was ready to pass out an sleep for years. He put his arm around me and guided me towards the bed.

"Do you think you could get dressed in pajamas or do I need to do it?"

He replied cheekily. It's like he wants to see me half naked. He took my silence as a go ahead and take off my clothes but that's not what I ment. He only got my shirt removed before I knew what was happening and fell backwards onto the bed which let me say sounded like a good idea but it wasnt. Nope not a good one at all. I guess I forgot I was shirtless and somehow I also ended up pant less. Ok so today is not my lucky day. Within literally three seconds he was hovering over me. Dude what does he not understand by things aren't going to be the same as before? His eyes were dark with lust. Ok so maybe I should use my head instead of letting him do whatever he's going to do.

"Well Ms.Bella I like this position."

I giggled. Ok so me being tired= uncotrollable laughter and well I don't think before I act. This is going to end unwell. Or I'll fall for him again. Wait we are teenagers shouldn't we not do these things. Oh ya teens do this all the time. Shoot. Peters face was extremly close to mine. I guess when I am here there's no such thing as personal space.

"We could always have some fun. What do you think about this Ms.Bella?"

I have a feeling that it wasn't much of a question. His lips soon connected to my neck. I swear I didn't want to do this but I mean ummmm you live once. So take chances? Right. Plus I mean if it goes to far it's not like I can get pregnant right. Right. His lips soon met mine. I kissed back with all I got. I pulled him closer to me by grabbing on to his neck. I flipped us over to where I was on top. I slowly grinded on him. Lets just say my brain today isn't working because I keep doing some really stupid things. Gosh I really need to start paying attetion because I was naked ok how in the world do I keep missing this? He was naked to and I really really need to pay attetion and not space out. This could be the best night of my life and I keep spacing out and letting my thoughts take over instead of doing well this. His lips move to mine and I kissed with everything I had. He bit my lip which made me gasp. Soon his tongue was in my mouth exploring it. We were defiently making out.

"You ok with this Ms.Bella?"

I nodded my head and soon well we were having sex. His lips were on my neck an all I felt was pleasure. I was so happy. So maybe I should have come back sooner. Ok I have learned a lot today. One people want to kill me and two I love Peter and he loves me. It went on for a couple minutes or so until we were both down. I was more tired now than ever. He pulled out and kissed my forhead. he pulled me over to him and I fell asleep on his chest. I felt safe and loved.