JESSE’S POV
I don’t know how to feel about this party. Part of me believes that it’ll be fun or whatever but then the other part of me just keeps thinking about the last party that Alyssia and I went to and how utterly fucked up it was... And the last thing I want is a repeat of that.
Alyssia shouldn’t have had to take care of me, that’s not fair.
When I arrive to class I am still thinking about it. I slide into my seat as the bell rings catching a dirty look from my teacher. The girl in front of me almost immediately turns around the second I hit the seat. My eyes widen at her appearance. She’s got makeup smeared all across her face so thick that it literally masks any centimeter of her actual face.
Her non-existent tits are pushed up as high as possible. She’s the exact type of girl I would have gone for before I learned to appreciate real beauty- like Alyssia.
I will never get sick of how Alyssia uses minimal makeup to enhance her natural beauty- her big eyes and full lips. She is modest at school, never purposely showing too much skin yet with me she’s unbelievably sexy. She’s sensual yet beautiful at the same time.
I’m in a daze when the makeup girl talks, “Hey so you’re going to Kewaki this weekend right?” She bats her eyelashes obviously trying to be cute.
“Yes.” I answer as I grab my History book out of my backpack, trying to get away from the conversation.
“Well maybe we could hangout a little or something. I’m down for anything.” she leans down a little more exposing more of her small tits. I know when a girl is trying to pick me up and that’s most definitely what she is doing.
“I’ll be with my girlfriend. Sorry.” I answer sharply. I’m not trying to be a dick but I really am not interested. I cringe at the thought of how I would have hooked up with her instantly before I moved here. She turns around discouraged.
My teacher begins talking about World War II yet my mind is still on the topic of the party. I don’t know if I even want to ask Alyssia what she wants to do because I am worried that she will feel pressured into going. And to be honest, I kinda just want to spend the night with her. But it may be a good way to get out there and be a bit more of a normal couple.
By the time class ends I have made a decision. I will make Alyssia honestly tell me what she wants to do then we will do that.
I walk to second period happy with my simple solution and sit down in the very back next to Alyssia.
“Hey,” she smiles at me.
“Hey babe, so I was wondering something,” she nods me along, “Well you know that bonfire at Kewaki that we were going to go to? Well I was just wondering if you still want to do that?” I ask.
“Yeah, I think it’ll be fun!” She smiles enthusiastic at me. I’m pretty sure she means it.
I decide that that’s what we are going to do and to stop worrying about it so much. And class begins. The teacher drowns on about useless information and I grow increasingly bored. My hand gravitates up Alyssia’s thigh, gently teasing her. She swats my hand away and gives me a warning look. I can see the heat in her face. She bits her lip, making me want her more.
My hand rests at the bottom of her thigh. As seconds tick by on the big clock hanging above the teacher my hand rises again but this time she doesn’t stop me. She just looks around to make sure nobody is watching as I press her against her through her jeans- wishing I could just take them off of her.
Her hips push against my hand, obviously wanting more.
My hands reach for the button of her jeans when the bell rings and startles us both. Her face turns a deep shade of red and I muffle my smile and laugh with a cough. She puts her open textbook into her bag and zips it.
We stand and leave, neither of us saying a word. She sneaks a glance at me and we both let out a small awkward laugh.
We enter the busy hallway and I grab her hand, wanting to take her to the back of my car and fuck her senseless but I know we have to get to class so I push my urges aside and tease her about how red her face got during our little dilemma.
She swats my arm playfully before taking off in the other direction to get to her class. I watch her as she moves down the hall. She has a natural movement to her body that makes it so appealing. I’ve seen her gradually stand taller and gain more confidence throughout the time that I’ve known her.
She now walks with her chin up, shoulders back, hair flowing and her ass shaking- not purposely, it just does.
She draws attention from others just by her presence. But she doesn’t notice it. Which I kind of like- for fear that she will find a better guy paying attention to her. She probably wouldn’t have noticed me paying attention to her if it wasn’t for me shoving her head into a locker.
And I’m so thankful for that day.
And every day in between now and then.
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Hey sorry for the long breaks in updates recently. Winter is always stressful for me because I have lots going on and lots on my mind.
But anyways, I am going to try my best to update Thursday and probably Saturday. I had a music festival on Sunday, a concert this past Thursday and I have another concert Friday night, my birthday on Sunday and my bestfriend is staying with me all this week and exams are next week.
So anyways, I won’t be on as much as usual until about the 28th but please keep reading and I’ll try my best to keep writing!!
Love yall(:
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Damaged Together
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