Hold My Hand [Demi Lovato FanFic] [On Hold]

|Chapter 12| Daddy Said...

Anna's P.O.V

I couldn't help but look stun. It was a visible factor on my face. It was clear as day I was.. confused.

Daddy said I was worthless.
Daddy said I was fat.
Daddy said I was a nobody.
Daddy said I was unwanted.
Daddy said I was unloved.
Daddy said We... are nothing.

So why would Demi want me? Why would she want us? I mean Emy had the whole thing. The worth, the skinny, the everything, the wanted, the love, the something!

But me? Me?! I was a brat. A runt. Scum underneath his shoe. A rag. A toy. A slave.

I was the definition of loser with a big fat L printed on my forehead.

I'm not smart. I've never even seen a school. Emys smart. She says she learns from her dreams since she's always unconscious.

I felt a delicate hand lift my chin. I looked into the shiny glassy eyes of Demi's. my hideous ones meeting her sparkling shiny ones.

"Baby girl.." oh how I wish I was. "What's wrong?" She asked her voice hitched.

"It's ok. You don't have to live with me.." she stated sadly. I shook my head.

"No.. no it's not that.. daddy said.." I trailed off. Looking at my hands. I couldn't speak. I couldn't tell them my darkest secrets.

But I wanted to tell them. I wanted them to know my pain and my story. I wanted them to know the sting, the pain, the burn underneath my skin..

But at the same time I felt these powerful words shaped as hands holding me back. I felt removed from society..

"What did daddy say?" I heard Nick ask softly bending down to my level by my bedside.

I looked at him. And in his eyes I thought I would see the same emotionless father. But deeply. He cared. Demi cared.

I couldn't help but feel tears to my eyes. I learned to cry without sobbing. My face turned red as I couldn't breath. I breath harshly through my nose forming snot blocking my air holes.

I felt choked up. I couldn't breath.

I felt myself breath engulfed in her arms. That's when I let out the most loudest sob. I breath and shakes wildly.

"Daddy.. said..." I mumbled into Demi's shirt. I never finished. Just repeatedly stated daddy said.. my chest hurts, my head hurts, I can smell her familiar perfume.

But I never finished... I never finished what I started cause daddy said it was a secret...