"FUCK!!" I yelled, looking in the mirror. my face is flushed and my bangs are sticking to me forehead.
I close my eyes, holding onto the sink and taking deep breaths.
I have to back out there eventually.
I splashed some water on my face and took one more deep breath before walking out to the shoot.
The boys were already done hair and make up and were starting to pose for the camera. They all had bright smiles on their faces and pulled silly faces, crossing their eyes and sticking their tongue out.
A small smile crept its way onto my face as I watched Harry pulled the most adorable face ever, widening his eyes, an innocent smile on his lips.
He looked over and smiled at me, waving. I laughed and waved back, sitting in a chair.
Most directioners would kill to be in my spot. So my did they pick me?
(A/N: Any italics is one of the boys, I will specify who it is)
Louis
Harry's face light up as he waved towards Emma. A small laugh escaped her lips as she waved back shyly.
A new spark was in Harry's eyes for the rest of the photo shoot, his eyes were happier and a contagious smile light up his face.
I have never seen Harry this happy. It's like when she walks into the room he just fills with excitement.
Emma sat and watched the whole photo shoot, her eyes glued to Harry, blushing and looking down when he catches her eye. I can see it on her face how much she likes him, she just doesn't want to admit it. She is too afraid of getting hurt.
"Louis?" Harry's voice snapped me out of my thoughts.
"You really like her." I smiled.
"She is beautiful." Harry shyly smiled as he pulled on a new shirt.
"You got that right!" Niall said, pulling on his sweat pants. Harry's eyes darkened with jealousy. "Woah Harry! Chill, I won't do anything!" he winked.
Harry sighed in relief. "I'm going to see if she wants to go out for dinner." Harry said, standing up and puttingo on his last shoe.
"Oh sounds good! I'm starved!" Niall smiled. Harry and I gave him a look and he laughed, "Ohh, I get it! Have fun on your date lover boy!" Niall winked.
Harry rolled his eyes, grabbing his phone and wallet off the table and walking out of the room.
"He's got it bad!" Niall said.
"He really likes her."
"Well she is gorgeous!"
"Do you like her?" I asked.
"Oh god no! I mean she is beautiful but I see the way they are around each other, it's like standing in a love machine!" he laughed.
"Like how you are with Kayla?" I winked.
"We are friends!" he protested.
"Yeah, friends" I said, putting air quotes around friends.
Niall rolled his eyes. "I'm going to get food, you can come if you don't make any more jokes!"
"Fine," I sighed, "Let's go find Liam and Zayn!
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Lost
FanfictionHow could no one tell? How can I be breaking inside and no one notices? I don't want to feel like this. I don't want to wake up every morning knowing that any minute I could break down. I don't want to go to sleep thinking about how stupid and poi...