Even Doubt Can Be Delicious.

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So I was cleaning up my apartment the other day and flipped through my journal from this year. This made me laugh:

So I got snapchat. I bet my fans will be pleased. My label most likely the same, ha. I tried not to give in. I didn't feel that I needed another distraction from my work. Besides I'm in my late thirties, the app is populated by teenagers, I didn't think I'd ever have a good reason or need to use this other than to please my label. Guess what world, you win this time, I made an account. Kathy says hi. 

xo, S

The funny thing is shortly after I read that I took a hiatus from the app and only recently decided to post to it again. (I had new shoes that needed to be shared with more than just the New Yorkers on the street that day)

Anyway, back to all things sweet. And by sweet I mean pie. Why pie? Because Waitress, duh.

Earlier this year we filmed promo for Waitress and yes, there was a lot of pie! It was so much fun to be with Jessie making pies. She's really picked up on the talent of the whole thing, I mean yeah, it's necessary for her role as Jenna ... it's just so inspiring.

Inspiring? Did I say that.. ? making pies..? oooh k, Sara.

Maybe things are getting a little out of hand.

Hand..

ahh, that reminds me... There's a part I filmed with Jessie where we're sitting in directors chairs talking about the musical.

Jessie mentions pie and I'm supposed to say "Pie?!? There's pie?" all excited and surprised and she responds to it.

Then we're supposed to turn around and look for the pie while someone walks over to hand us a plate with a slice and ~two~ forks.

As if this wasn't enough torture on my emotions.

But, anyway

When I said my line, I reached for her hand.. her. f*cking. hand. The ones she's made countless pies with... what was I doing?!

Anyway, I continued to say my other lines and we found ores levels looking directly into each others eyes.

Oh yeah, and I was STILL holding her hand!

Her soft, talented hand.

Ugh. She probably thought nothing of it. In reality we were acting. And friends touch each other... hold hands, so it's probably nothing.

I was just simply reaching to help guide her to find where this magical pie was...

...right?

That's what I thought anyway. Until I thought about how our subconscious takes over. It's possible I've looked into this too much, done one too many internet searches on ways to tell if someone likes you. Embarrassing, I know. But they led to other lists I didn't expect to relate to... interested in girls? Haha, please. I doubt that.

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