Unchained Heart

Chapter 9

After I pushed him away abruptly from our passionate kiss he was shocked as he wiped his lips. He didn't say anything to me. His eyes said it all. I could feel my eyes begin to sting from fighting back my tears. I felt the burn of regret rise within me as I looked back at him.

"What's the matter?" He asked me.

"This isn't right." I replied a little out of breath as I looked at the door thinking that everyone was standing just on the other side listening.

"What's not right about it?" He asked taking two steps towards me.

"I don't know. You don't want tombs with me anymore but.....yet.....you kiss me."

"I guess maybe I'm not ready t let you go just yet."

"What do you mean not ready? Prince you seemed pretty ready long before I came home. Now suddenly your not? I'm really gonna need you to get you split personality in check. My heart has already taken a beating from you long enough. I don't think I can take much more."

Prince took three more steps towards me as his eyes filled with a hint of heartbreak and seduction. I tried not to look at him but his eyes drew me in before I got the chance to turn away. It wasn't long before the ring on my finger caught my attention. I raised my left hand and stared at the diamond on my hand and the tears began to flow non stop.

"Keep it." Prince said as he took my hand in his playing with the band on my finger.

"Why? It's not happening so why hold on to the memories of what we were if it's coming to an end like this?"

He looked at me with sad eyes. He didn't know what else to say to me. For the first time he was out of excuses. He was finally stuck in a situation that he couldn't get out of. It was like watching a zoo animal trying to adapt outside of its element for the first time in captivity.

"Speechless huh? That's a first." I hissed at him as I wiped my hand down my face to dry the tears that still fell slowly down my cheek.

Prince walked closer to me. He was close enough to reach out and touch me if I wanted him to. We looked at each other silently for about a minute when he hand took it upon himself to grab my hand and lead me across the room and out of the back door which led to the kitchen. We ran through the kitchen and went out the back door which then took us around the back of the building to the stone pathway leading the way to the basketball courts. As he continued to pull me to where ever we were going I could feel his hand squeezing tighter around mine. Once we went through the gate and almost off the property we came to a place I've never been to before.

"Prince where are we?" I asked him nervously.

He didn't speak he just held my hand and pulled me down to the ground forcefully.

"What are you doing?" I shouted as I came down hard on the ground.

He still wouldn't give me an answer as to why we're out here in an unfamiliar place where nobody could hear me scream when and if he decided to lose his mind and try to hurt me.

"Prince you're freaking me out will you say something????" I asked trying get him to explain what's going on.

The only answer he gave me was nothing more but his lips crashing into mine which had forced me to fall back into the grass as his hands trailed up and down my body. Soon after that I could feel my jeans being pulled down from around my waist and a hand sliding it's way between my legs and finding my center. The hard deep breath I took him made me jump and his kisses went from my neck and from there his other hand was slowly caressing each breast with full aggression. It was wrong of me to let myself get tot his point but I think I just lost all feeling in my body as well as my brain. His kisses sent me into a complete state of numbness and I forgot everything that had happened between us. I soon came to realize that my jeans were tosses somewhere in the grassy field and Prince was now laying on top of me shirtless.

  "Tell me you want me to stay." Prince moaned softly between with each kiss.

  "I-I-can't." I managed to slip out in a short moan.

  "Yes you can. I know it's what you want me to do. Tell me to stay and I'll do it."

He looked into my eyes with the deepest of passion I've ever seen. It was like he was coming back to me and all was right in the world again. Each kiss felt better than the last. The pressure of him inside of me was different. It was slow and steady just like his heart.

  "Say it. Say you want me to stay." He whispered again with the timing of each soft stroke.

Burying my face in his shoulder blade I dug my nails into his back as the pace became faster and harder.

  "Please say you want me to stay." He moaned louder.

I couldn't get my thoughts together as I was overwhelmed with complete and utter sexual satisfaction. I could feel my body softly trembling under him as his pace became more aggressive than before. It was almost like he wanted me to shout out loud for him to keep going. This was the most pleasurable moment we've had in a long time and now I never wanted it to end. As my legs wrapped tighter around his waist I could feel myself about to lose myself completely.

  "Tell me to stay." He moaned

Just as he reached his climax I gave him what he wanted. I told him.

  "I want you to stay." I yelled at the top of my lungs with a high pitched moan as I could feel the release of myself on him.

He fell on top of me out of breath and I laid there with my arms clutched tightly around him. After about five minutes of laying in the cold grass on one of the most unseasonably warm days in a Chanhassen winter we got up from the ground and got dressed. I don't say much too him afterwards. Once I was able to settle my nerves and rethink everything through. I felt his hand on my shoulder.

  "Regan?" He called me in a soft voice.

  "Yeah?"

  "I hope you meant it."

  "Meant what?"

  "That you want me to stay."

I turned to him and looked into his eyes and tried to read his thoughts but he wouldn't give me any eye contact.

  "Yeah Prince. I meant it. I want you to stay. I don't want you to leave me."

He finally looked up at me and smiled for the first time.

  "Good. Because I want to  promise you something."

  "Yeah and what's that?"

He took both my hands and with all seriousness and sincerity he gave me a response.

  "I will never see her again."