Fallback Girl (Chat MD Series #3)

Day 60.1

(Hannah's anonymous diary online)

10 PM.

I visited your Dad today. I'm happy he is okay. Nawala yung kaba ko.

Nagpakilala ako. Nag-apologize din.

I won't be sending you messages from now on. I won't see you anymore. I won't hang around you. I will endure missing you and longing for you. I will make it without you. I won't read Harry's messages either. It makes me happy but it weakens my resolve, too.

I hope I don't get to see you anytime soon. Because I still want to cling to all our memories together. Gaya ng sabi mo, gusto ko pang isipin ka at ngumiti. Kapag nakita kita uli, I will reject you. I don't think I'm ready for a memory like that.

Thank you for doing the right thing for your feelings for me. Although I still believe it's not proper and that I'm not worth it.

Because you wanted to do what is right, I wanted to do it for you, too.

I will reject you properly next time. So, you will be free from being tangled with me.

I hope I get to say I love you, but I don't think I should.

You make me really happy. You make me feel really warm and really loved, too.

I really wanted to be yours. I really do. But I will let this dream go.

I don't think I could make you happy with the situation we are in. I don't think I could make you happy if you severe ties with your family just for me. I don't think I will ever deserve you if I impose on you like this.

I hope you can accept the extent of my sincerity and love, too.

I love you.