Fallback Girl (Chat MD Series #3)

Day 65.3

TCWDM : Read Day 65 : Melt of Fallback Girl Days to Fall first.

(Hannah's anonymous diary online)

I'm so happy.

I'm so, so happy that I don't know what to do with it.

I didn't know that it is possible to feel a love like this. That it's possible for something to be this powerful. I'm melting. I'm drowning. I'm being swept away. I'm out of my head. But at the same time, I feel really alive.

It feels right and absolute. As if the timing is as good as its bidding. All the things that I am not sure of in the future doesn't matter all that much. It doesn't give me room to doubt how we could happen. It doesn't make me insecure. It doesn't make me guilty.

I want to continue this love. I want to keep it safe; keep it growing; keep it alive. I want us together. I want to take care of him and be happy with him. I want him everyday.

And it's so, so scary when I look forward to our future together. But even that fear could be dulled by his kisses. He could make me believe that it's okay to stay.

Please, heavens, don't make it so that I hurt him in the process of wanting this love. I shouldn't take more of what I had already taken away from him.

Let him be my last. Let me be his bride.