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Introduction

Chapter One: Intro


I was leaving my house for a morning hike, green iced tea in my hand. The paparazzi surrounded me; snapping pictures and yelling to get my attention.


I was definitely not in the mood for them this morning and attempted to cover my face. Okay, not just this morning, I haven't been in the mood to get my picture taken in weeks.


I just want my life to be back to normal!


It's only been a few weeks since John and I broke up and the paparazzi won't stop asking questions about it!



It is a private matter!



A hike up into the California mountains always helps me clear my head. I finally find a spot where no one can see me, and sit down to take a break and look at the view.


Throwing small pebbles down the hill, I laugh thinking about all the times when John and I would go on hikes and have contests to see whose rock would go further.


No! Stop! I have to stop thinking about him! We both agreed we needed to separate! It was the right thing to do, and I know that. Our breakup was a mutual decision. Hell, it was even my idea... But damn, it's hard.


I get up and start hiking again; this time with more intensity. My legs are burning and I can hardly catch my breath, but I won't stop. I can't stop. I can't stop going until he's out of my mind.


When I finally reach the top my thoughts are of nothing other than the music I'm listening to. I feel like my legs might fall off, but I don't care. I just look at the view and take a deep breath in.