10/26/16 10:46pm
Bakit ganun? Iniisip mong special pero hindi mo naman maramdaman. Iniisip mong masaya ka pero ang bigat-bigat sa pakiramdam. Iniisip mong magiging maayos din ang lahat pero gusto mo na lang mamatay.
Why do we keep on thinking things that is impossible to happen? Why do we keep on hoping the situation will get any better when in fact it only gotten worse? I wish my life can get any better but truth hurts.
Bakit kasi kailangan pang sabihin na special kung hindi naman talaga? Bakit kasi may mga bagay na ang hirap makuha? Kahit pa alam mo sa sarili mong pinaghirapan mo 'yun, hindi mo pa rin iyon makamit.
May mga bagay na kahit totoo, parang hindi. May mga bagay na kahit anong tamis, sa huli malalasahan mo pa rin ang pait. May mga sitwasyon na kahit gaano ka pa kasaya, mapapalitan pa rin ito ng lungkot. 'Yung mga pakiramdam na kahit gaano kasarap, mararamdaman mo pa rin ang sobrang sakit.
Some things are just impossible to achieve. Some reality just doesn't exist. In this world we live in, fairytales are just dreams waiting to unfold. Dreams that is bound to be imprison in our minds with imaginations and delusions.
Some people isn't worth the pain we feel. Some people doesn't deserve what we give. Those people who give too much, hurt too much.
Akala ko pwede pa. Akala ko maaayos pa. Akala ko lang pala. Akala ko totoo na, 'yun pala puro kasinungalingan pa rin ang lahat. Ang hirap-hirap. Minsan kasi parang totoo na, kaya lang magigising ka at matatauhan na hindi pala iyon totoo.
Why is it that reality always hurt more than lies? But living in a lie means living in a life that is full with heartbreaking truth. Sometimes you just can't tell what is the truth. Especially when you don't know what to believe in.
