8/22/16 7:06pm
Wala ba akong karapatang sumaya? Everytime I wanted to be happy, every one seems to disagree. Why? Bakit ba ayaw niyo akong maging masaya? Is it wrong for me to be happy once in my life? Lahat naman ginagawa ko. I tried everything just to feel happiness.
I always make myself believe that I was happy even
if inside, I'm breaking little by little. Minsan lang naman akong humiling pero di pa rin natutupad. Lahat naman ng sinasabi niyo ginagawa ko. Hindi ba?
I can't help but cry all the time. I feel sympathy on myself. I just can't make my frown upside down. Did someone even noticed that?
No. No one did, not even the people surrounded by me. Ni-isa sa inyo walang nakahalata. Napansin niyo bang sa bawat ngiti ko ay may luhang nagbabadyang tumulo?
Hindi. Paano mo nga ba mapapansin? Oo nga pala, wala ka namang pakialam sa akin. Sa araw-araw na ginawa ng Diyos na kayo ang kasama ko, alam niyo ba ang pinagdadaanan ko? Alam niyo ba yung sakit na nararanasan ko?
This smile? It's just a mask to cover all the pain I feel. A mask that I wear all this time. Do you think I can really smile, despite all the circumstances I had through with my life? I can't. All you can see is a fake, forced and a sham smile on my face.
