I Fell For The Girl I couldn't Have

A/N (please read)

So the chapter I wrote called 'Ocean' was in honor of my real friend Ocean. She died last year on the day I posted that.
I don't want to share how she actually died because it's very personal.
I just wanted it to be known that it was written for her and I love her and miss her.
I was going to write more but I started sobbing whist writing.
I miss you Ocean. You were a beautiful soul. I love you. This was for you Tidal Wave.
   (Also I know the story seems all over the place but it will make sense. I'm in pain and in a different state. I'm very uncomfortable with where I am so it's hard to piece it all together so soon. It seems like the story doesn't have a plot but it doesn't and that will come into play in the next chapter or two.)