Torn and frayed

Chapter Twenty-two

Today was the day of the twin's party and birthday. I posted a picture of me with them to Instagram and put 'Happy birthday to my two favourite people' Jai had commented 'Thank you brit bitch, see you soon!'. Surprisingly, Luke also replied saying 'Missing you, see you later' My belly felt like a jungle.

I slept in till 12 today and realised it was time to get up. I walked down the stairs half-awake rubbing my eyes.

"Finally, hurry up and get ready we're going out" Lucy smiled. I returned back upstairs and went to my wardrobe. I decided to wear something simple so I chucked on a floral print jumpsuit which had long-sleeves. I then put on my white jelly shoes to match. I brushed my teeth and hair then returned to a very happy Lucy.

We went to town and got out nails done. I got white acrylics with a laced bow on my index fingers and Lucy got a matte black that looked so nice. Lucy had brought some black sparkly heels to go with her dress for tonight. While we were in town I decided to get my smashed screen fixed. Lucy and I had brought the twins a tracksuit each for their birthday present.

After two hours of being in town we had returned home and it was 3:00PM. I hopped into the shower to start my routine of getting ready. Once I was out of the shower I sat in front of the mirror and done my makeup. I decided to go all out. I had used a glittery pink eyeshadow and a strong wing (eyeliner) I then added a vibrant pink lipstick. I put on long fake eyelashes and was done with my makeup. I took my hair out of the towel and blow dried it. Lucy had come into my room and began to curl my hair. The finishing look was so nice. I put on my dress and white heels. By the time I was done it was 8PM, wow.

Lucy and I had taken a few pictures before leaving. We brought a bottle of vodka each, this was the first time I would be getting drunk but Lucy had allowed me this one time as I will be turning 17 next week. We reached the front door and I felt too nervous to go in but before I had the chance to turn around Jai and Luke had come running out. I hugged them both really tight and handed them their presents. We followed them into the house.

"Where's Gina?" I asked.

"She's gone out for the night" Jai answered. They all looked so good.

"Katie, you look absolutely amazing" Luke commented.

"You don't look so bad yourself Lukey boy." I smiled. We both blushed and looked down. Lucy and Beau were upstairs which left me, Luke and Jai downstairs. We were told to come early so we can spend time together before I party started.

"Pre drinks?" I smiled. "I want to be honoured enough to share my first drink with my favourite boys"

"You haven't drunk before?" Jai looked so shock.

"I never had friends to drink with" I laughed in return and Jai looked sorry. "Don't worry Jai, I have you all now." I smile. We had a few shots each and I already felt myself go dizzy. Time went flying by and the house was already packed up with people. The music was blaring through the house and everyone was having a great time. I thought now would be the right time to find Luke. I searched the house but couldn't find him inside so I looked outside, I stepped out of the door then down the step and searched. He was in the corner with Chelsey, what the fuck. They were dancing together and he was all over her. I looked to my left and saw Kane.

"Kane!" I shouted. He looked around trying to see who shouted his name and his eyes met mine. His face lit up and he ran to me. I instantly leant in for a kiss and he didn't resist. I was way too drunk to care. The kiss went on for a good minute until we both pulled away for breath.

"You look amazing" He smiled.

"Thank you" I blushed. I looked back to where Luke was standing but he wasn't there anymore. Chelsey was but she moved on to another boy. I felt arms grab my wrist and I flinched. I fell into Kane before turning around to see a worried Lucy.

"I think it's time to go home Katie"

"No way, I'm having way too much fun". I was falling about everywhere unable to stand up straight and my speech was slurred. I push Lucy out the way and walk back into the house. I saw a guy on his own on the sofa so I joined him, he smirked and put an arm around me.

"I recognize you from someone" I struggled to say.

"Chelsey's friend" He said.

"Oh yehh"

"I couldn't help but laugh at what you said to her" He had his hand on my thigh and it kept getting higher. I took another mouthful from the cup I had in my hand, I began to drink pure vodka because I couldn't be bothered to mix it. I turnt to the boy and began to kiss him. I was a mess. It turnt passionate, he stopped and took my hand, he led me upstairs. I knew what this was turning to. I was drunk but I was sure I didn't want to lose my virginity just yet.

"Erm, I need a drink" I said trying to head back downstairs, he wouldn't let go out my wrist instead he grabbed it tighter.

"That can wait" He smirked and pushed me against the wall.

"I need to find my sister" I said becoming more stable. He wouldn't listen, he kissed me from my cheek down to my neck then back up again. "Get of me" I screamed. He pushed his hand tightly round my neck and his other one circled my thigh getting higher each time. "Please stop" I cried. My head was facing a door which was opened and out came Luke, he was looking down and had tears streaming down his face, he wiped them away and looked up. He didn't really realise what was going on. He had to give a second look.

"Luke, Help" I mouthed not being able to move. I felt the hand loosen from my neck and the boy was on the floor. Luke was on top of him punching him. Jai had come running up the stairs and pulled Luke of. Jai didn't even have to ask, he looked at me and must of saw me crying and the red mark on my face.

"Take Lucy to our room now" Jai said pushing Luke. Luke took my hand and pulled me gently to the room, I collapsed onto the bottom bunk bed. Luke sat next to me and stoked my hair.

"I'm sorry Luke" I whispered before drifting off. I wish I didn't kiss them boys. I done it because I was jealous. Seeing Chelsey and Luke together, it hurt.