Torn and frayed

Chapter Eleven

Monday came round really quickly. During the weekend we all unpacked our stuff and had our rooms decorated. I loved my room so much, my theme was white and grey. I had a double bed in the centre of my room with two grey bedside table on each side of them, one side had a white lamp on with grey floral detailing on and the stick thing was silver, it was so nice. Next to that was my book that I was reading called 'Love Aubrey'. The other side just had some flowers that Beau had brought me which was so nice of him and it cheered me up a lot. He spent Sunday here with Lucy which I thought was cute, the two are getting on so well! I was so proud of Lucy. My curtains were white. Under the window was a white bench with white and grey pillows and a grey blanket on the left side. My wardrobe was a huge white one with mirror doors which I fell in love with. My walls were white about from the main one which was the one my bed was against; this wall was a light grey. My bathroom door was also painted grey was on the left of my bed. I loved it.

I woke up and looked at the clock, shit it was 8:30! I heard faint voices coming from downstairs, they were talking really loud and laughing. I blocked it out and began to get ready, I took out my plaits which made my hair fall into curls, it looked so pretty. I entered my bathroom doing to brush my teeth and wash my face. I then chucked on my black high waisted jeans, black superstars and a grey jumper. I chucked all of my school supplies in my black Michael Kors black bag, I'm surprised I was using this actually. I rarely use is because it was so bloody expensive! I got it as a birthday present from my nan when I was 13. Oh I miss her so much...

I head downstairs and went to the kitchen as I needed my medication. I stopped in the doorway to see the Janoskians and Lucy, it sounds so weird saying that! I looked down and tucked my hair behind my ear, I was about to turn around but Beau pulled me into a hug. I laughed and tickled him so he would let go. I greeted them all as they all ran up to me and gave me a hug apart from Luke, strange. He wouldn't even look at me. I waited for everyone to leave so I can take my medication. I rushed to the cabinet and took out all the medication I needed to take, I poured myself a glass of water and Luke returned back into the kitchen and looked at the tablets, I looked at him then at the tablets. I had to take 6 a day because of my mental illnesses.

"Sorry I forgot my phone" He awkwardly said.

"These tablets aren't er mine by the way, er they are for my...dad." I looked down hiding the fact that I was on the edge of crying. He didn't reply. Instead he just left. What have I done?

We jumped into mom's car as she decided to take us before she headed to work. We said our thank yous and walked into the school gates. Turns out Jai is in my form; he was just late on Monday. Typical Twins ay? So, Jai and I headed to form together. The tablets helped with my anxiety so I didn't feel too anxious.

"What's Luke's problem with me?" I ask looking at Jai. He stopped and scratched his head. This made me even more confused. He pulled me through the crowd with my hand until we reached an empty class room, he shut the door behind me. What is going on?

"Jai im sorry I didn't mean to annoy you please don't hurt me, please Jai. I'll do whatever you want me to do." I say panicking. Jai came over to me and I flinched he embraced me in a hug and rubbed my back.

"Wow wow wow. Kate calm down I will never hurt you." He said. I calmed down and relaxed in his arms.

"I'm so sorry" I begin crying. What am I doing? Why am I breaking down in front of a boy I hardly know?

"Kate, calm down. I've got you don't worry. Look, your sister told me everything" My body tensed up in anger as he said that I pulled away from the hug and grabbed my bag, I went to open the door but jai pulled me back. "Katie, wait. She didn't do it to hurt you or to tell people your business. She was in a bad state on Wednesday. I found her at a park on her own late at night and she told me everything. Please don't be angry at her, she just wants to help you." He said hugging me.