No Secrets (BTS JHOPE FANFIC)

Mother To Be

Winter Break has started, which means I can relax and enjoy it.

Though that might not be possible, considering the fact that I'm pregnant.

I haven't told my parent's, I haven't told anyone. I only keep updated with Mrs. Park.

She was actually very happy for me when she heard I was four weeks.

She told me this was just the beginning.

I however already feel a little done inside, Hoseok doesn't want to hear anything about adoption.

He never lets me finish what I have to say, it aggravates me.

I've done a bunch of research in such a short amount of time about adoption.

It isn't as bad as it sounds.

Parents who give their babies up for adoption are more likely to be happy for doing the right thing.

Wait what am I talking about? I have no idea. I'm fucking stupid.

All I know is that this baby won't be inside me forever.

To think that there's a baby inside to begin with...

...it makes me happy yet worried all at the same time. I can't explain exactly how I feel.

"Evie!" My mother called from downstairs, "Hoseok is here."

Today Hoseok and I are going out for lunch, just for the fun of it.

Hopefully we can forget about a few things for a while, we've been stressed out enough lately.

I grabbed my purse and headed downstairs, there he was.

My boyfriend.

The father of my child.

Who knew he'd be this soon?

"Hey baby." Hoseok greeted and kissed me.

"Hey." I said softly.

"Are you ready?" He asked.

"Mhm. I'm starving actually." I said and smiled at my mom, "Bye mom. I'll be home later k?"

"Of course sweetie. Have fun~" she said.

Hoseok and I exchanged looks as we held hands and left my house moments later.

I think its still bizarre that we're soon to be parents at this age.

That is if he takes adoption into consideration.

But yet I don't even know if I should take it into consideration...

"...so what did Mrs. Park say when you told her you're four weeks?" My boyfriend asked.

"She was really happy for me. For us." I answered.

"That's sweet." He said, "How are you feeling?"

"Eh. I'm still dealing with morning sickness but it's not as bad as before." I assured.

"I'm sorry you're always feeling like you have to puke." He said.

"Don't be sorry, I'm ok."

He smiled, "Ok."

We arrived at a restaurant and took our seat, we ordered and awaited our food.

"...Taehyung invited us to his Christmas Eve Party." Hoseok began.

"Oh yeah? Hmm.."

"Yeah. I was hoping you'd like to go, it'd be fun." He told me.

"Hoseok I don't know. There's gonna be alcohol there and drugs and--"