CONORS POV
-START OF FLASHBACK/DAY DREAM-
I sigh as I lay there in bed
"You ok baby?" I hear a voice mumble into the darkness
I hum quietly in response
I feel the body next to me, turn over to face me
"Conor, baby are you alright?" The voice asks again
"Yeah I'm fine Emily" I mumble quietly
I feel her shake her head
"I can tell when you lying, is your insomnia kicking in again?" She asks
I sigh in response, I have always struggled to talk about it or admit that I have insomnia
I feel Emily roll quickly over and turn the lamp on that is on the bedside table next to my bed
She rolls back to me and leans on her arm
"Baby it's ok to tell me if it is" she mumbles to me
Emily starts to run her hands through my now flat hair
I smile slightly at this calming action
"What's on your mind?" She asks
"I wish I could tell you, you know if I could I would but I struggle to tell you what is going on in my mind" I explain
"Con, baby it's ok, you don't have to tell me, just relax" she says before kissing my jawline lightly
Emily knows that relaxing for me is easier said than done but she knows how to help me do that
She continues to run her hands softly through my hair and she moves closer to me
"Shut your eyes baby" Emily whispers to me
I look at Emily and she gives me a gentle smile and that makes me smile, knowing that she is here next to me
I close my eyes whilst Emily carries on running her hand gently through my hair
"I love you Conor" Emily mumbles to me before placing a kiss on my forehead
"I love you too" I say with my eyes still closed
-END OF FLASHBACK/DAY DREAM-
I snap out of my day dream with a start
I can't believe how long ago that was
I roll over and look at the time on my phone
3:20am
I unplug my phone before I get out of bed and go and sit at my desk
I go through my videos on my MacBook to see if there is anything that needs editing
I edit a few things before I decide to take a Snapchat
(A/N: This is the Snapchat that Conor posted)
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